Tuesday was a good day. I got to help with the Ladies' Bible Study Ministry Day. I stayed back at the church and helped clean the kitchen and get the lunch ready for the other workers. Some of the ladies went to Saving Grace, Northside Elementary School, Samaritan Community Thrift Store, and Resurrection Village. Then everyone met back at the Olive street church building for lunch, a speaker and reports from the work teams.
I was happy to join Edie in a quick ride back to Resurrection Village in the early afternoon to see the final results of the room re-do. It looked so nice and the word everyone kept using was 'calm'. I'm excited to know that some woman with her child(ren) will get to call that room home for as long as necessary to rebuild their lives after leaving an abusive home. I pray that they will know the love of Christ and His strength in living a peaceful and loving 'rest of their lives'. Natalie, from Resurrection Village spoke to the ladies at the lunch and it was very interesting, funny and heart wrenching to hear her story about how her family started the ministry. I know that FBCR groups will be refurbishing more rooms in the future.
I spent the rest of the afternoon and evening at home, finishing up chores to prep for leaving on Friday. Britnee brought Allie over to visit Deanna. I hadn't seen Allie for months and she sure has grown! She was fun.
Today, I had intentions to walk early, do laundry, set out in the sun a little bit and then have dinner with Nana Ruth. I didn't feel real great when I woke up, so I skipped my walk (which makes me sad). I did get some laundry done and then had lunch with Janalyn at Maria's Mexican Restaurant. I got home and did more laundry, met with the Hulsey's (who came by to pick up a printer and sewing machine that I had bought for Nica), took a nap and then had dinner with Nana Ruth as planned. Pretty good day.
My pharmacy delivered 4 months of meds for me to take to Nica. It cost me $470, but I won't have any payments through the rest of the year. I'm getting another prescription filled tomorrow for the beginning of a sinus infection. I have tons of vitamins and supplements to last me the next 3 months. My backpack will look like a drug dealer on the plane! Until they see that nothing is dangerous, unless you want to overdose on vitamin C. :)
Tomorrow is my last full day in Rogers, so I've got a list of 'last day' chores to do... washing sheets and towels, cleaning the bathroom, etc. I try to leave my room ready for any guests that Deanna might have while I'm gone. I put my stuff in tubs and stack them around the room. Sounds like what my life will be like from now on. But I like the idea of living 'mobile'.
I was blessed yesterday to talk with my friend Carol from NYC. She is a composer and played for me the latest hymn that she has written. She is very talented.
I also got to talk to my friend Mary Lu, who is going into fulltime missions. We have not met in person, but correspond on the phone, via facebook and email. It's always nice to talk with her.
I can tell that people are praying for me as I prepare to head out, because I'm not feeling as anxious and stressed. I can't wait to get to Nica and get busy with all our new ministries. I usually get anxious that I'm forgetting to take something with me. It's just difficult to get things down there, and I want to take full advantage of what I need to take. But God knows what I really NEED, so I'll leave it to Him to guide me in that and not to be worrying about such things.
Time to head to bed for today. I"m so thankful for this life that God has allowed me to live. He is so good to me!
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Monday, September 26, 2011
Monday, September 26, 2011
A beautiful, crisp, sunny fall morning.
I got the chance to take a long walk for the first time in almost a week. I'm missing my daily walks!
Friday morning I woke up at 3am feeling very sick. I was pretty bad all day and had to cancel all my activities, much to my disappointment. I think it was effects of painting with strong primer in a closed up room on Thursday. I was sick on Saturday, also, and didn't get to go back and finish painting. I love to paint, so I was very disappointed. It has taken me until now to feel almost normal again. Note to self - ALWAYS ventilate!
While hanging out at the house while sick, I did get some more packing done, some mending/alterations done on some clothing for Nica, some Bible study, Spanish study and reading done. I still have a lot of things on my to-do list before I leave, but it was nice to catch up a little.
I was so blessed at worship with Cuerpo Vivo church yesterday. Many times I shed tears of reverence and thanksgiving for my Lord. I love being a part of that church family. It brings me back face-to-face with God, with no distractions. Pure love and worship. It makes me yearn to be in the church services in Nica. This Sunday I will be...
Yesterday afternoon was the informational meeting for the Nica Spring Break trip for FBCR. A whole new crop of Youth and families are interested in coming next year. It's so fun to get to know new people when you are serving together. I'm looking forward to bonding with this team as we prepare for the trip.
Donna Undernehr and her daughter, Celina, picked me up for the meeting. Donna and I sat together for church and then went to dinner while Celina was in a late Bible Study. I always enjoy time with Donna. She is such a special friend. I feel so totally at ease with her. I'm thankful for the blessing of her.
It was nice to get hugs from some special people last night at FBCR. God has blessed me with many wonderful people in my life. It's like a giant garden of different kinds of plants and flowers. Each unique and lovely in their own way. I hope they find me to be a lovely plant in their life gardens, too, and not a weed!
In the worship service yesterday at Cuerpo Vivo, besides the wonderful praise music, we had 5 baptisms, prayed over the men of our chruch, heard a wonderful sermon message and then I was blessed to have them all pray for me to send me out to Nicaragua. I love the support of love and prayers from this special church family. I carry them in my heart.
I'm trying not to get anxious over the things I still need to accomplish this week. It will be time to go so soon. I'm very ready to be there. It takes some time to get my heart and mind in place for living there. I need to shed the 'spoiled North American' character that envelopes me when I'm here and get ready to live simply, somewhat uncomfortably, and truly trusting in the Lord for everything. I love it!
Better get off of here for now and get busy. Lots to do today and this week. My friend JP is helping me to set up a webpage for me, so that I can share this journal/blog as well as links, pictures, interviews, musings, etc from Nica. Hope I can handle the technical aspects of everything! I'm looking forward to being able to share even more of what God is doing in my life. He is so faithful and gracious! I can't honor Him enough. But I'll give it my best!!! For HE is worthy!
I got the chance to take a long walk for the first time in almost a week. I'm missing my daily walks!
Friday morning I woke up at 3am feeling very sick. I was pretty bad all day and had to cancel all my activities, much to my disappointment. I think it was effects of painting with strong primer in a closed up room on Thursday. I was sick on Saturday, also, and didn't get to go back and finish painting. I love to paint, so I was very disappointed. It has taken me until now to feel almost normal again. Note to self - ALWAYS ventilate!
While hanging out at the house while sick, I did get some more packing done, some mending/alterations done on some clothing for Nica, some Bible study, Spanish study and reading done. I still have a lot of things on my to-do list before I leave, but it was nice to catch up a little.
I was so blessed at worship with Cuerpo Vivo church yesterday. Many times I shed tears of reverence and thanksgiving for my Lord. I love being a part of that church family. It brings me back face-to-face with God, with no distractions. Pure love and worship. It makes me yearn to be in the church services in Nica. This Sunday I will be...
Yesterday afternoon was the informational meeting for the Nica Spring Break trip for FBCR. A whole new crop of Youth and families are interested in coming next year. It's so fun to get to know new people when you are serving together. I'm looking forward to bonding with this team as we prepare for the trip.
Donna Undernehr and her daughter, Celina, picked me up for the meeting. Donna and I sat together for church and then went to dinner while Celina was in a late Bible Study. I always enjoy time with Donna. She is such a special friend. I feel so totally at ease with her. I'm thankful for the blessing of her.
It was nice to get hugs from some special people last night at FBCR. God has blessed me with many wonderful people in my life. It's like a giant garden of different kinds of plants and flowers. Each unique and lovely in their own way. I hope they find me to be a lovely plant in their life gardens, too, and not a weed!
In the worship service yesterday at Cuerpo Vivo, besides the wonderful praise music, we had 5 baptisms, prayed over the men of our chruch, heard a wonderful sermon message and then I was blessed to have them all pray for me to send me out to Nicaragua. I love the support of love and prayers from this special church family. I carry them in my heart.
I'm trying not to get anxious over the things I still need to accomplish this week. It will be time to go so soon. I'm very ready to be there. It takes some time to get my heart and mind in place for living there. I need to shed the 'spoiled North American' character that envelopes me when I'm here and get ready to live simply, somewhat uncomfortably, and truly trusting in the Lord for everything. I love it!
Better get off of here for now and get busy. Lots to do today and this week. My friend JP is helping me to set up a webpage for me, so that I can share this journal/blog as well as links, pictures, interviews, musings, etc from Nica. Hope I can handle the technical aspects of everything! I'm looking forward to being able to share even more of what God is doing in my life. He is so faithful and gracious! I can't honor Him enough. But I'll give it my best!!! For HE is worthy!
Thursday, September 22, 2011
Thursday, Sept 22, 2011
It's Thursday and I'm posting again already. I'm getting better!
Yesterday I worked here at the house for the morning. Then I went with Deanna and Amy over to visit our friend Floys, who had asked for me to come along. Floys had sorted through her sewing closet and bagged up 5 huge stacks of fabric for me to take to Nicaragua for our new sewing ministry. It was a nice visit and I'm glad that I got the chance to go.
Last night we had a meeting for the whole Strategic Mission Team for FBCR. It was a really good meeting and I think we all benefited from Pastor Wes' comments and the reports from each of the 3 sub-committees. We're moving forward and making improvements on communication. This team is the substitute for us not having a Misisons Pastor right now. I was glad to hear that the church will be putting more focus on missions now that moving into the new building is accomplished. We do a lot, but there is so much more to do in this world to spread the Gospel.
I was happy to spend a few minutes talking to my friend and Dr, Bob. I had to brag on my good blood pressure numbers. It's nice to share good news with your Dr sometimes instead of just describing physical complaints.
It was nice to chat with Lance about a possible date for a medical team to come to Nica. And to talk with Shana about training some young ladies to teach her Bible study to some Nica young ladies.
Today I had to skip my walk because of rain. I'm really getting tired to missing my walks. I will be glad to get back to Nica where it's sunny more of the time, even during the rainy season.
Edie picked me up mid-morning and we went to start prepping a room for paint and redecorating. Next Tuesday will be Ministry Day for the ladies of the Women's Bible Study and a small group of ladies will be going to this room to finish it up. Edie and I had fun cleaning, removing hardware, shopping for primer and other supplies, having a quick lunch and then painting primer all over the room. We got the chance to get to know each other better and were feeling pretty happy after smelling the strong paint odors. :)
I got home about 4:30 and cleaned up. My friend Zandra picked me up at 5:30 and we went to the High School so her daughter could take pictures of her Jr High football team. Hannah is on the yearbook team and the football team is her assignment for the season. (smart girl) Anyway, Zandra and I sat in her truck in the school parking lot and talked during the game. It was really good to catch up. We need to spend more time doing that, but we seem to only get one chance for every time I'm in the states. But we promised to stay in touch through email a lot more.
Another big day is planned for tomorrow. I would love to get to walk in the morning, but I'm not sure the weather will be good enough (or that I will wake up at 6:30 to head out). I can't believe that I leave for Nica in a week. I get overwhelmed sometimes thinking that I'm going to forget something important or not pack enough or my suitcase will be over weight or...
I'm looking forward to spending 3 months in Nica this time. It will the week after Christmas when I get back to the states. I know a lot will happen with the ministry while I'm there. It's going to be great. I love seeing God at work.
Yesterday I worked here at the house for the morning. Then I went with Deanna and Amy over to visit our friend Floys, who had asked for me to come along. Floys had sorted through her sewing closet and bagged up 5 huge stacks of fabric for me to take to Nicaragua for our new sewing ministry. It was a nice visit and I'm glad that I got the chance to go.
Last night we had a meeting for the whole Strategic Mission Team for FBCR. It was a really good meeting and I think we all benefited from Pastor Wes' comments and the reports from each of the 3 sub-committees. We're moving forward and making improvements on communication. This team is the substitute for us not having a Misisons Pastor right now. I was glad to hear that the church will be putting more focus on missions now that moving into the new building is accomplished. We do a lot, but there is so much more to do in this world to spread the Gospel.
I was happy to spend a few minutes talking to my friend and Dr, Bob. I had to brag on my good blood pressure numbers. It's nice to share good news with your Dr sometimes instead of just describing physical complaints.
It was nice to chat with Lance about a possible date for a medical team to come to Nica. And to talk with Shana about training some young ladies to teach her Bible study to some Nica young ladies.
Today I had to skip my walk because of rain. I'm really getting tired to missing my walks. I will be glad to get back to Nica where it's sunny more of the time, even during the rainy season.
Edie picked me up mid-morning and we went to start prepping a room for paint and redecorating. Next Tuesday will be Ministry Day for the ladies of the Women's Bible Study and a small group of ladies will be going to this room to finish it up. Edie and I had fun cleaning, removing hardware, shopping for primer and other supplies, having a quick lunch and then painting primer all over the room. We got the chance to get to know each other better and were feeling pretty happy after smelling the strong paint odors. :)
I got home about 4:30 and cleaned up. My friend Zandra picked me up at 5:30 and we went to the High School so her daughter could take pictures of her Jr High football team. Hannah is on the yearbook team and the football team is her assignment for the season. (smart girl) Anyway, Zandra and I sat in her truck in the school parking lot and talked during the game. It was really good to catch up. We need to spend more time doing that, but we seem to only get one chance for every time I'm in the states. But we promised to stay in touch through email a lot more.
Another big day is planned for tomorrow. I would love to get to walk in the morning, but I'm not sure the weather will be good enough (or that I will wake up at 6:30 to head out). I can't believe that I leave for Nica in a week. I get overwhelmed sometimes thinking that I'm going to forget something important or not pack enough or my suitcase will be over weight or...
I'm looking forward to spending 3 months in Nica this time. It will the week after Christmas when I get back to the states. I know a lot will happen with the ministry while I'm there. It's going to be great. I love seeing God at work.
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Tuesday, Sept 20, 2011
Time is marching on...
Saturday I was blessed to have lunch with Nana Ruth at Red Lobster and then to spend the rest of the day at home working and staying cozy and warm and out of the rainy day. I did stop by and get a flu shot on the way home. I got to grab a little nap. It was nice to feel some fall-like weather, since I miss that when I'm in Nica. I even wore socks for two days last week! haha
Sunday morning I went to FBCR so that I could speak with 2 Adult Bible Fellowship classes about coming to Nica next summer. It was nice to see friends and get lots of hugs. I usually go to Cuerpo Vivo church on Sundays, and I missed being with them. Ricky and Iris took me to lunch. It was a fun time together.
Monday morning I went for my second hearing test and consult with Dr Black. My hearing hasn't changed at all, which is good (if it's not going to get better, at least it's not getting worse). They still don't know what has caused it, so they can't determine if there is anything to fix it. I will go back in 1 year for another test. Otherwise, I just live with it. I'm sometimes used to it. I pray that God allows me to hear well enough to continue learning Spanish and to lead Bible Studies with Oral Learners. I know He will since He has given me such deep desires to be involved with these ministries. It's all in His hands.
Today was Ladies' Bible Study. This week we will be finishing the Old Testament in the Chronological study. It was the last class time that I will be in until the new year. Next week will be our ministry day, where we go out and serve in the community. Lisa asked for everyone to pray for me since I will be leaving for Nica next week. I sure appreciate the prayers! We had a great discussion in our small group today. I will miss being with these ladies every Tuesday. I will continue the daily reading and journaling. And I'll receive by email the weekly questions. I hope to feel a little connected to the group while I'm gone. I sure love the study! And I can't wait to start over again in January to see how much deeper God takes me in the Word each time I read it.
The semi-annual FBCR Team Celebration for all workers was held today. We had lunch from Olive Garden and the room was decorated really pretty. Avis and the ladies did a great job. Bro Wes talked to the group, we celebrated birthdays, gave out door prizes and enjoyed each other's company. It's my last Team Celebration, but I didn't feel too sad. I enjoyed the time.
I was home for about an hour and then went to babysit for little John Riley. He's 2 now and I hadn't sat with him for about 4 or 5 months. He's growing up. He was busy and fun to play with. He is such a happy little boy.
Deanna lent me her van to run to Walmart. I picked up most of the remaining stuff I need for Nica. Someone gave me a nice love offering this morning and I put it to good use. Now just to fit everything in to my suitcase! I got lots of sandwich makings and healthy stuff to last me most of the next week or so.
I have some work to handle tomorrow and then I'll join Deanna and visit a friend in the afternoon. After prayer meeting tomorrow night, I have a meeting about missions to go to. It will be interesting.
Time for bed now. I will sleep better tonight since I don't have to be anywhere early. I always sleep fitfully when I have to get up early. I guess I'm afraid I won't wake up on time or something. Anyway, I will go for a good early morning walk if it's not rainy. I missed my walk today, but I think I got a good workout by chasing John Riley around. :) Sweet dreams for me. Resting in God's arms tonight.
Saturday I was blessed to have lunch with Nana Ruth at Red Lobster and then to spend the rest of the day at home working and staying cozy and warm and out of the rainy day. I did stop by and get a flu shot on the way home. I got to grab a little nap. It was nice to feel some fall-like weather, since I miss that when I'm in Nica. I even wore socks for two days last week! haha
Sunday morning I went to FBCR so that I could speak with 2 Adult Bible Fellowship classes about coming to Nica next summer. It was nice to see friends and get lots of hugs. I usually go to Cuerpo Vivo church on Sundays, and I missed being with them. Ricky and Iris took me to lunch. It was a fun time together.
Monday morning I went for my second hearing test and consult with Dr Black. My hearing hasn't changed at all, which is good (if it's not going to get better, at least it's not getting worse). They still don't know what has caused it, so they can't determine if there is anything to fix it. I will go back in 1 year for another test. Otherwise, I just live with it. I'm sometimes used to it. I pray that God allows me to hear well enough to continue learning Spanish and to lead Bible Studies with Oral Learners. I know He will since He has given me such deep desires to be involved with these ministries. It's all in His hands.
Today was Ladies' Bible Study. This week we will be finishing the Old Testament in the Chronological study. It was the last class time that I will be in until the new year. Next week will be our ministry day, where we go out and serve in the community. Lisa asked for everyone to pray for me since I will be leaving for Nica next week. I sure appreciate the prayers! We had a great discussion in our small group today. I will miss being with these ladies every Tuesday. I will continue the daily reading and journaling. And I'll receive by email the weekly questions. I hope to feel a little connected to the group while I'm gone. I sure love the study! And I can't wait to start over again in January to see how much deeper God takes me in the Word each time I read it.
The semi-annual FBCR Team Celebration for all workers was held today. We had lunch from Olive Garden and the room was decorated really pretty. Avis and the ladies did a great job. Bro Wes talked to the group, we celebrated birthdays, gave out door prizes and enjoyed each other's company. It's my last Team Celebration, but I didn't feel too sad. I enjoyed the time.
I was home for about an hour and then went to babysit for little John Riley. He's 2 now and I hadn't sat with him for about 4 or 5 months. He's growing up. He was busy and fun to play with. He is such a happy little boy.
Deanna lent me her van to run to Walmart. I picked up most of the remaining stuff I need for Nica. Someone gave me a nice love offering this morning and I put it to good use. Now just to fit everything in to my suitcase! I got lots of sandwich makings and healthy stuff to last me most of the next week or so.
I have some work to handle tomorrow and then I'll join Deanna and visit a friend in the afternoon. After prayer meeting tomorrow night, I have a meeting about missions to go to. It will be interesting.
Time for bed now. I will sleep better tonight since I don't have to be anywhere early. I always sleep fitfully when I have to get up early. I guess I'm afraid I won't wake up on time or something. Anyway, I will go for a good early morning walk if it's not rainy. I missed my walk today, but I think I got a good workout by chasing John Riley around. :) Sweet dreams for me. Resting in God's arms tonight.
Friday, September 16, 2011
Friday, September 16, 2011
Happy Birthday to my sister Sandy!
Also, Happy Independence Day to Mexico!
AND Praise You Jesus! You are my Lord EVERYDAY!
Yesterday was so great! Donna let me borrow her car while she was working a 12 hour day. I had made some appointments throughout the day to make the best use of my time. I met with Lori for some good advice and tutoring on Oral Bible Storying. The info was great, but even more special was the time we got to talk and get to know each other a little better. Her understanding of wanting to get back out in the field full-time is a bond that few can understand. She and her Pastor husband lead a wonderful church and train teams to do really special ministry in Africa, where their family served full-time as missionaries. She understands how I feel about getting back into the field. How wonderful for me to be prayed over by her. I even got to enjoy a Chai Tea Latte, which I rarely allow myself to do. Little things can be very precious to me!
I scurried over to the Olive St building to meet with Brian, FBCR Youth Pastor, about the Spring Break mission trip to Nica. An info meeting for that trip is planned for Sept 25. Travel costs are high for Spring Break time, but I know that God will make it possible for those who He calls to come.
After doing a few more work duties I headed over to have lunch at my favorite Chinese restaurant. I enjoyed that very much. Then I went to the Post Office to mail some packages and to get a PO Box for my permanent address. I've just used the church address since I've been back from NYC, but felt it was time to get the box. It was interesting to explain why I don't have a physical address with utility bills in my name. You have to have 3 pieces of ID, one with a pic (AR Driver's Lic), something else with my name on it (I used an insurance card), and something with a physical address. oops! I explained that I'm a missionary and live with a friend when in the states. They had me talk to someone in Customer Service and she finally allowed me to get the box. The clerk was very friendly and chatty. She picked a box that I wouldn't have to reach too high or low to use and a number that would be easy to remember. We talked about serving in Nica. It was a very pleasant time at the Post Office. How often can someone say that??!!
I got the chance to talk to a friend in South Carolina on the phone. She is going into full-time missions and we began our friendship via facebook, email and phone last year. She is the friend of a friend who I met when he came to NYC to work with us on a mission team. Small world. Talking with Mary Lu was fun and exciting.
I had a meeting with Roger and Deb at Clement Financial Services. They are who I have my life insurance through. I also had my will done by a lawyer associated with them years ago. I needed to do some things with beneficiary changes and such. Generally, they help guide people through investments, planning for financial future, etc. I, of course, am opposite of the world. Being single, child-less, middle-aged and in full-time missions ministry, have different material goals than other people. I have no assets or capital, but neither do I have consumer debt, college funds to pay for, etc. Roger gave me some advice about health insurance and taxes, both of which are challenges for me. Even though it was the first time I met Deb, we had a nice conversation about how God is working in her family's lives. Roger prayed for me and I was all set. How blessed to be prayed over by 2 different people in the same day!
I was lucky to grab a haircut appointment for the afternoon (thank you Carolyn!) and stopped by a couple of stores in between appointments. I always check out clearance sections, no matter what store I'm in. I found a few things for Nica at Kohl's, Office Depot and Deals. I'm not a shop-a-holic, and I don't like spending money. But I love finding bargains in clearance areas. I don't always use the items in the ways they are intended, but God puts them in my path for just the right reasons!
I spoke to the leaders of 2 of the ABF classes at FBCR and will speak this Sunday to both classes about coming to Nica this summer. It will be so fun!
After my haircut, I ran home to unload the car of all my bargains and to fill it up with 6 big bags of clothes and other items to donate to the garage sale that Cuerpo Vivo is hosting this weekend for Missions. I delivered those items to the church gym and helped set things up for a little while. Then I needed to head to Walmart for a few items and to give the car back to Donna, who works in the Vision Center. I found some amazing deals in the clearance aisle there! They had some pencil boxes for 10 cents each, so I bought all they had on the shelves (about 50). I will use these for Nica. They will make good boxes for the kids gifts, women's toiletries, sewing starter kits, men's kits, etc... A huge stack of stuff for just $5. I also got some plastic milk crates for just $1 each. What a haul! These things will have to go to Nica on future trips (due to space limitations), but I'm thankful that God put them before me now.
I got home, unloaded the car and thanked Donna for allowing me to use her car for the day. So much accomplished! Some of which didn't get scheduled until I was on the fly. I love it when God orders my steps! It was such a full day of blessings.
I've spent the day today putting away, organizing and packing the stuff I bought yesterday. I have my tub (extra luggage item), carry-on and half of my suitcase packed and ready. I have the other half of my suitcase ready for a few clothes and toiletries, books and essentials. My backpack is my 'personal' item and it will carry personal electronics, meds & vitamins (3 month's worth) and other personal items. I'm trying to keep my room organized and not too stuffed in the mean time. It felt good to get rid of so much old stuff yesterday to make room for the stuff I need to store to take to Nica in the future.
The weather was cold and rainy all day so I didn't get my walk yesterday or today. argh! I miss it! I'll have to do a workout video later. I hope to walk tomorrow. I sure hate to miss it. Jet has not gotten to walk these last 2 days either. He doesn't understand the reasons as well as I do, though. Bless his heart!
I'm so thankful for all that God does in my life. The hard times to grow me and teach me to trust Him more. The easy times to rejoice in His love and provision. How awesome that He never lets our lives get boring! He is ever faithful!
Also, Happy Independence Day to Mexico!
AND Praise You Jesus! You are my Lord EVERYDAY!
Yesterday was so great! Donna let me borrow her car while she was working a 12 hour day. I had made some appointments throughout the day to make the best use of my time. I met with Lori for some good advice and tutoring on Oral Bible Storying. The info was great, but even more special was the time we got to talk and get to know each other a little better. Her understanding of wanting to get back out in the field full-time is a bond that few can understand. She and her Pastor husband lead a wonderful church and train teams to do really special ministry in Africa, where their family served full-time as missionaries. She understands how I feel about getting back into the field. How wonderful for me to be prayed over by her. I even got to enjoy a Chai Tea Latte, which I rarely allow myself to do. Little things can be very precious to me!
I scurried over to the Olive St building to meet with Brian, FBCR Youth Pastor, about the Spring Break mission trip to Nica. An info meeting for that trip is planned for Sept 25. Travel costs are high for Spring Break time, but I know that God will make it possible for those who He calls to come.
After doing a few more work duties I headed over to have lunch at my favorite Chinese restaurant. I enjoyed that very much. Then I went to the Post Office to mail some packages and to get a PO Box for my permanent address. I've just used the church address since I've been back from NYC, but felt it was time to get the box. It was interesting to explain why I don't have a physical address with utility bills in my name. You have to have 3 pieces of ID, one with a pic (AR Driver's Lic), something else with my name on it (I used an insurance card), and something with a physical address. oops! I explained that I'm a missionary and live with a friend when in the states. They had me talk to someone in Customer Service and she finally allowed me to get the box. The clerk was very friendly and chatty. She picked a box that I wouldn't have to reach too high or low to use and a number that would be easy to remember. We talked about serving in Nica. It was a very pleasant time at the Post Office. How often can someone say that??!!
I got the chance to talk to a friend in South Carolina on the phone. She is going into full-time missions and we began our friendship via facebook, email and phone last year. She is the friend of a friend who I met when he came to NYC to work with us on a mission team. Small world. Talking with Mary Lu was fun and exciting.
I had a meeting with Roger and Deb at Clement Financial Services. They are who I have my life insurance through. I also had my will done by a lawyer associated with them years ago. I needed to do some things with beneficiary changes and such. Generally, they help guide people through investments, planning for financial future, etc. I, of course, am opposite of the world. Being single, child-less, middle-aged and in full-time missions ministry, have different material goals than other people. I have no assets or capital, but neither do I have consumer debt, college funds to pay for, etc. Roger gave me some advice about health insurance and taxes, both of which are challenges for me. Even though it was the first time I met Deb, we had a nice conversation about how God is working in her family's lives. Roger prayed for me and I was all set. How blessed to be prayed over by 2 different people in the same day!
I was lucky to grab a haircut appointment for the afternoon (thank you Carolyn!) and stopped by a couple of stores in between appointments. I always check out clearance sections, no matter what store I'm in. I found a few things for Nica at Kohl's, Office Depot and Deals. I'm not a shop-a-holic, and I don't like spending money. But I love finding bargains in clearance areas. I don't always use the items in the ways they are intended, but God puts them in my path for just the right reasons!
I spoke to the leaders of 2 of the ABF classes at FBCR and will speak this Sunday to both classes about coming to Nica this summer. It will be so fun!
After my haircut, I ran home to unload the car of all my bargains and to fill it up with 6 big bags of clothes and other items to donate to the garage sale that Cuerpo Vivo is hosting this weekend for Missions. I delivered those items to the church gym and helped set things up for a little while. Then I needed to head to Walmart for a few items and to give the car back to Donna, who works in the Vision Center. I found some amazing deals in the clearance aisle there! They had some pencil boxes for 10 cents each, so I bought all they had on the shelves (about 50). I will use these for Nica. They will make good boxes for the kids gifts, women's toiletries, sewing starter kits, men's kits, etc... A huge stack of stuff for just $5. I also got some plastic milk crates for just $1 each. What a haul! These things will have to go to Nica on future trips (due to space limitations), but I'm thankful that God put them before me now.
I got home, unloaded the car and thanked Donna for allowing me to use her car for the day. So much accomplished! Some of which didn't get scheduled until I was on the fly. I love it when God orders my steps! It was such a full day of blessings.
I've spent the day today putting away, organizing and packing the stuff I bought yesterday. I have my tub (extra luggage item), carry-on and half of my suitcase packed and ready. I have the other half of my suitcase ready for a few clothes and toiletries, books and essentials. My backpack is my 'personal' item and it will carry personal electronics, meds & vitamins (3 month's worth) and other personal items. I'm trying to keep my room organized and not too stuffed in the mean time. It felt good to get rid of so much old stuff yesterday to make room for the stuff I need to store to take to Nica in the future.
The weather was cold and rainy all day so I didn't get my walk yesterday or today. argh! I miss it! I'll have to do a workout video later. I hope to walk tomorrow. I sure hate to miss it. Jet has not gotten to walk these last 2 days either. He doesn't understand the reasons as well as I do, though. Bless his heart!
I'm so thankful for all that God does in my life. The hard times to grow me and teach me to trust Him more. The easy times to rejoice in His love and provision. How awesome that He never lets our lives get boring! He is ever faithful!
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Wednesday, Sept 14, 2011
Almost time for bed, but I promised myself to update more often.
Monday was a good, productive day working at home. Lots of phone calls, emails, appointment making, studying, praying and thinking. The time to leave for Nica for 3 months is coming closer each day. I had a good time contemplating things while walking in the cool morning.
Tuesday I enjoyed Ladies Bible Study, lunch with Cathy Krupka and then babysitting with Genesis. The Bible Study these past days, along with the lecture time and small group discussion was right on point for me concerning the things I have been dealing with emotionally the last few weeks. God's perfect timing again! Lunch with Cathy was great. It's always good to spend time with her. We also got a chance to talk more about the future Ladies mission trip to Nica. I got home at 2:20 and was supposed to get picked up at 2:30 to babysit. Tight schedule! Genesis and I had a great time having tea parties with her dolls and stuffed animals, playing with Barbies, riding her bike around the cul-de-sac, eating ice cream from the little ice cream truck (man have prices went up since I was a kid!) and then we picked up Mom and visited with Jet (the dog) when I was dropped off at home. I loved spending time with Genesis.
Today, I had to cut my walk short to 3 miles because the sprinkles got a little stronger and I started out a little later than usual. I did my Bible study and then got ready for my afternoon out. I had a lovely lunch with Beth Sevey and enjoyed our time together so much. She's such a neat lady! I got home and had about 45 minutes to get some work done before leaving to babysit Genesis again. It was too cool to play outside this afternoon, but I had a project for us to work on anyway. I brought a kid's size apron and some colored paint pens for Genesis to decorate to wear for her tea parties. She was trying to match colors to the drawing, which was me, her and her 'friends' (dolls and stuffed animals) having a tea party. She even matched what I was wearing. She had trouble with a few things, though, and couldn't find salt and pepper color for me. She said "Ms Vickie, your hair is weird!" I thought that was so funny!
I got home and did some cleaning out of some 'not needed anymore' files. I gathered the items that I will need for my 2 appointments for tomorrow. Jet needed his evening walk, and it was too chilly for Deanna, so I took him. It was a short walk, but he was happy anyway.
I'm so excited about what God is doing in Nica. I can't wait to get down there and start some Bible studies with the ladies in a couple of neighborhoods. After talking with Beth today at lunch, I'm even more ready! I'm trying not to stress over the departure coming quickly. I definitely want to get there. I just get anxious that I will forget to do something here these last days. But it will all work out. I'm trusting God to give me brain cells worthy for the challenge!
Yesterday and Today's Bible Study reading was the book of Esther. God's plans are always great and we can't fathom how He thinks or how He is going to use people. How awesome to trust Him!
Monday was a good, productive day working at home. Lots of phone calls, emails, appointment making, studying, praying and thinking. The time to leave for Nica for 3 months is coming closer each day. I had a good time contemplating things while walking in the cool morning.
Tuesday I enjoyed Ladies Bible Study, lunch with Cathy Krupka and then babysitting with Genesis. The Bible Study these past days, along with the lecture time and small group discussion was right on point for me concerning the things I have been dealing with emotionally the last few weeks. God's perfect timing again! Lunch with Cathy was great. It's always good to spend time with her. We also got a chance to talk more about the future Ladies mission trip to Nica. I got home at 2:20 and was supposed to get picked up at 2:30 to babysit. Tight schedule! Genesis and I had a great time having tea parties with her dolls and stuffed animals, playing with Barbies, riding her bike around the cul-de-sac, eating ice cream from the little ice cream truck (man have prices went up since I was a kid!) and then we picked up Mom and visited with Jet (the dog) when I was dropped off at home. I loved spending time with Genesis.
Today, I had to cut my walk short to 3 miles because the sprinkles got a little stronger and I started out a little later than usual. I did my Bible study and then got ready for my afternoon out. I had a lovely lunch with Beth Sevey and enjoyed our time together so much. She's such a neat lady! I got home and had about 45 minutes to get some work done before leaving to babysit Genesis again. It was too cool to play outside this afternoon, but I had a project for us to work on anyway. I brought a kid's size apron and some colored paint pens for Genesis to decorate to wear for her tea parties. She was trying to match colors to the drawing, which was me, her and her 'friends' (dolls and stuffed animals) having a tea party. She even matched what I was wearing. She had trouble with a few things, though, and couldn't find salt and pepper color for me. She said "Ms Vickie, your hair is weird!" I thought that was so funny!
I got home and did some cleaning out of some 'not needed anymore' files. I gathered the items that I will need for my 2 appointments for tomorrow. Jet needed his evening walk, and it was too chilly for Deanna, so I took him. It was a short walk, but he was happy anyway.
I'm so excited about what God is doing in Nica. I can't wait to get down there and start some Bible studies with the ladies in a couple of neighborhoods. After talking with Beth today at lunch, I'm even more ready! I'm trying not to stress over the departure coming quickly. I definitely want to get there. I just get anxious that I will forget to do something here these last days. But it will all work out. I'm trusting God to give me brain cells worthy for the challenge!
Yesterday and Today's Bible Study reading was the book of Esther. God's plans are always great and we can't fathom how He thinks or how He is going to use people. How awesome to trust Him!
Sunday, September 11, 2011
Sunday, September 11, 2011
A special day of remembrance for America. A day when our hearts go out to others. A day of unspeakable pain for some. A day to be humbled by the heroic acts of others. A day to admit that we live in a fallen world. A day to realize that bigger than anything is our God. I'm so thankful to know my Savior and Lord and to trust that He will be there when I go through everything in my life. What a promise.
It's been a difficult few days for me this week. I found myself very emotional over some things. A real time of re-evaluating my perspective of the call that God has made on my life. A time digging deep and finding God already there with plans for me and purpose for every emotion. He used painful moments of feeling 'alone' in this world, along with amazing verses from His Word (at the perfect time assigned for the Bible Study I'm enjoying), and super sermons, both on the internet and in person at Cuerpo Vivo church.
Even during hard times, God is still my God. He's my All. It was a lovely day of worship and praise at Cuerpo Vivo church this morning. I thank Him for allowing me to understand the message more and more every week as I slowly learn the language. I'm still at the stage of learning that means that I focus on each and every word and don't take any of them for granted. Each word is powerful to me. It's my favorite way to worship - in Spanish.
I'll be leaving for Nicaragua in a few weeks. I can't wait to get back there. There is so much ministry to do. It will be awesome to see the people I have come to love.
Going back and forth for a few months at a time in each place (US and Nica) can be hard emotionally. I love being with my friends and church family here, but switching between cultures can be difficult. There is so much need in Nica and so much waste here. The focus for the people we work with and minister to in Nica is basic survival, here it is often wanting more and more. I feel caught between the two sometimes. I don't have much in the way of material possessions, but still find myself wanting to give away most of what I have. Many things and concerns seems superficial. I feel very convicted to cleanse my life of unnecessary things and to focus on what's truly important. I need to spend more time focusing on how to share the Gospel and be aware of those that God brings into my life each day.
I am so blessed by some of the wonderful people that God has put into my life. I got to spend part of today with one special family. JP, Noemi, Genesis and Mark Treviño took me to lunch today. I was wanting to treat them today and was excited to do so, but they would not hear of me paying. They really take good care of me and make me feel treasured and a part of their family. We had a yummy lunch at Juanita's (our favorite place now) and then Mark and I even stopped for ice cream on the way to take me home. (I skipped dinner tonight to make up for that lunch, but it was worth it!)
Deanna generously gives me a comfy and loving place to call home when I'm in Rogers. It is such a blessing to me! I have many friends who let me know that I am loved. I don't deserve these blessings, but God is faithful to fill my life with wonderful people.
I have some work to do this week as I make a transition in my ministry focus. After some emotional adjustment, I'm ready for an exciting view of my future. There will definitely be a lot more trusting God with all of my life. But it feels good to rest in His capable hands.
I love the Lord so much and want to serve and honor Him above all.
It's been a difficult few days for me this week. I found myself very emotional over some things. A real time of re-evaluating my perspective of the call that God has made on my life. A time digging deep and finding God already there with plans for me and purpose for every emotion. He used painful moments of feeling 'alone' in this world, along with amazing verses from His Word (at the perfect time assigned for the Bible Study I'm enjoying), and super sermons, both on the internet and in person at Cuerpo Vivo church.
Even during hard times, God is still my God. He's my All. It was a lovely day of worship and praise at Cuerpo Vivo church this morning. I thank Him for allowing me to understand the message more and more every week as I slowly learn the language. I'm still at the stage of learning that means that I focus on each and every word and don't take any of them for granted. Each word is powerful to me. It's my favorite way to worship - in Spanish.
I'll be leaving for Nicaragua in a few weeks. I can't wait to get back there. There is so much ministry to do. It will be awesome to see the people I have come to love.
Going back and forth for a few months at a time in each place (US and Nica) can be hard emotionally. I love being with my friends and church family here, but switching between cultures can be difficult. There is so much need in Nica and so much waste here. The focus for the people we work with and minister to in Nica is basic survival, here it is often wanting more and more. I feel caught between the two sometimes. I don't have much in the way of material possessions, but still find myself wanting to give away most of what I have. Many things and concerns seems superficial. I feel very convicted to cleanse my life of unnecessary things and to focus on what's truly important. I need to spend more time focusing on how to share the Gospel and be aware of those that God brings into my life each day.
I am so blessed by some of the wonderful people that God has put into my life. I got to spend part of today with one special family. JP, Noemi, Genesis and Mark Treviño took me to lunch today. I was wanting to treat them today and was excited to do so, but they would not hear of me paying. They really take good care of me and make me feel treasured and a part of their family. We had a yummy lunch at Juanita's (our favorite place now) and then Mark and I even stopped for ice cream on the way to take me home. (I skipped dinner tonight to make up for that lunch, but it was worth it!)
Deanna generously gives me a comfy and loving place to call home when I'm in Rogers. It is such a blessing to me! I have many friends who let me know that I am loved. I don't deserve these blessings, but God is faithful to fill my life with wonderful people.
I have some work to do this week as I make a transition in my ministry focus. After some emotional adjustment, I'm ready for an exciting view of my future. There will definitely be a lot more trusting God with all of my life. But it feels good to rest in His capable hands.
I love the Lord so much and want to serve and honor Him above all.
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Wednesday, Sept 7, 2011
It's September now and the weather this week has been a little cooler. I love fall and will miss it while I'm in Nica. The crispness of the air in the mornings when I take my walks reminds me of being in NYC. I loved living there and being outside so much coming and going everywhere. My friend Jenny sent me a facebook message this week saying that NYC told her it was missing me. I would love to go visit sometime! I have very fond memories of my time there.
This past week I've had days of not feeling very good. Nothing too bad, just not good. Deanna always fusses at me for going and going full speed until I drop. I need to listen more to God when he tells me to slow down and follow His pace. I need to allow Him to be the Boss of every part of my life. So much easier to say than to do. I do trust Him. I just don't listen very well.
I had a quiet holiday weekend. A lot of resting and trying to feel better. On Monday, I borrowed Deanna's van and ran to Lifeway Christian Store to grab some weekend specials. I got quite a few items for Nica. Then I went next door to Famous Footwear so I could use my 1/2 off rain check and $10 off coupon on a pair of walking shoes. I had a 20% off coupon from Bed Bath and Beyond. I love to just walk around there and look at stuff, even though I wouldn't buy any of it. It's interesting to see all the gadgets and luxury items. I did get some clearance pillow cases, travel sound machine and iPod speaker case for Nica. I love how God puts things for me on clearance!!
I stopped in at Walgreens to get 4 items that were advertised in Sunday's paper (just the day before). They didn't have 2 of them in stock and one of the items that said $2 savings - you pay .99, was actually you pay $2.99 and get a $2 coupon. I just told the clerk (nicely) that I didn't want anything and wouldn't come back since it's always this way when I go for the advertised items and they run out before 24 hours of beginning of the sale. It would be different if I didn't have to arrange a ride or borrow a car. It's just not worth the hassle.
Tuesday's Bible Study was good. Kellie and I had lunch and then went to the Olive Street church to pick up mail and other items. I looked for some Bible Studies that might be applicable for Nica, but everything stored there is in VHS. I came home and worked a little bit and then worked up a sweat trying to pack 2 suitcases for the Hulsey's to take to Nica in Oct. The majority of space was taken up by the sewing machine and supplies and the printer and books.
I was blessed to have dinner with the Hulsey's (including Katie). It was good to see my little buddy, Manuel. We enjoyed Olive Garden. I had the whole wheat pasta and it was pretty good. I was excited to talk about Nica and it made me anxious to get back down there.
I went for a good morning walk today. It was 49 degrees, so I wore a hoody and broke in my new walking shoes. They were great! I love to walk. I got back and did my Bible study for today and then got busy working on stuff. I found myself not feeling up to snuff about noon and took a nap. Later this afternoon I realized that I had not taken my bloodpressure medicine this morning. I felt so much better after taking it. Duh! I really need to pay more attention to meds, food, exercise and rest.
I'm ready to hit the bed for today. I'm thankful for all that God allows me to experience. Even through the hard times, I love feeling His closeness. Tomorrow is another chance to follow Him and see what He has planned for me. awesome.
This past week I've had days of not feeling very good. Nothing too bad, just not good. Deanna always fusses at me for going and going full speed until I drop. I need to listen more to God when he tells me to slow down and follow His pace. I need to allow Him to be the Boss of every part of my life. So much easier to say than to do. I do trust Him. I just don't listen very well.
I had a quiet holiday weekend. A lot of resting and trying to feel better. On Monday, I borrowed Deanna's van and ran to Lifeway Christian Store to grab some weekend specials. I got quite a few items for Nica. Then I went next door to Famous Footwear so I could use my 1/2 off rain check and $10 off coupon on a pair of walking shoes. I had a 20% off coupon from Bed Bath and Beyond. I love to just walk around there and look at stuff, even though I wouldn't buy any of it. It's interesting to see all the gadgets and luxury items. I did get some clearance pillow cases, travel sound machine and iPod speaker case for Nica. I love how God puts things for me on clearance!!
I stopped in at Walgreens to get 4 items that were advertised in Sunday's paper (just the day before). They didn't have 2 of them in stock and one of the items that said $2 savings - you pay .99, was actually you pay $2.99 and get a $2 coupon. I just told the clerk (nicely) that I didn't want anything and wouldn't come back since it's always this way when I go for the advertised items and they run out before 24 hours of beginning of the sale. It would be different if I didn't have to arrange a ride or borrow a car. It's just not worth the hassle.
Tuesday's Bible Study was good. Kellie and I had lunch and then went to the Olive Street church to pick up mail and other items. I looked for some Bible Studies that might be applicable for Nica, but everything stored there is in VHS. I came home and worked a little bit and then worked up a sweat trying to pack 2 suitcases for the Hulsey's to take to Nica in Oct. The majority of space was taken up by the sewing machine and supplies and the printer and books.
I was blessed to have dinner with the Hulsey's (including Katie). It was good to see my little buddy, Manuel. We enjoyed Olive Garden. I had the whole wheat pasta and it was pretty good. I was excited to talk about Nica and it made me anxious to get back down there.
I went for a good morning walk today. It was 49 degrees, so I wore a hoody and broke in my new walking shoes. They were great! I love to walk. I got back and did my Bible study for today and then got busy working on stuff. I found myself not feeling up to snuff about noon and took a nap. Later this afternoon I realized that I had not taken my bloodpressure medicine this morning. I felt so much better after taking it. Duh! I really need to pay more attention to meds, food, exercise and rest.
I'm ready to hit the bed for today. I'm thankful for all that God allows me to experience. Even through the hard times, I love feeling His closeness. Tomorrow is another chance to follow Him and see what He has planned for me. awesome.
Friday, September 2, 2011
Friday, Sept 2, 2011
Friday night and I'm enjoying relaxing at home.
Monday I went to what might be my last staff meeting at FBCR. Not everyone has to go to the weekly meetings and I'll be in Nica the rest of the year (Oct-Dec), so I won't have to go to the monthly meetings either.
After the meeting, I hung out at the Pleasant Grove church for my ride at 5pm. I got on the internet and looked up some Nicaraguan recipes. How fun to read about quesillos and how they originated in Nagarote and La Paz Centro, both towns that I have visited. There were recipes for gallo pinto, tacatamales and other things. Maybe I'll try a few of them.
Tuesday was the start up of the FBCR Ladies Bible Studies. We're continuing the Chronological Bible Study. I'll only be here for the first 5 classes, but I'll continue in Nica. I will certainly miss the lecture time with Lisa and the small group discussion times. I love this study and I look forward to starting over again Jan 1 to see what new things that God will reveal in His Word! After class, I went to lunch with Donna Undernehr and Cindy Blanchard. We went to Acambarro in Lowell. I had a yummy beef fajita salad. The company was great, too.
Since I didn't get to walk Tuesday morning (Bible Study starts early) and the weather was cooler in the late afternoon, I went for my walk about 6pm. It was very nice.
Wednesday and Thursday I worked from home. Always work on the computer, but some sorting and organizing and packing stuff for leaving for Nica. Sometimes it is overwhelming. I'm determined to get rid of more 'stuff' so that I don't have to deal with it.
Today, I went for my walk early and then got ready for the day. Noemi picked me up and took me to the Olive Street church to help with the Friday Community Meals. We only had about 60 people today. Perhaps the others were out of town or eating somewhere else since it's a holiday weekend. The usual gang was there and they are so appreciative of the meals and the fellowship. They like the food and that makes us feel good. We took the left overs to some shut-ins and also to Souls Harbor and Hannah House, places that minister to homeless persons. It always makes us feel good to share with people. It's a blessing to serve God in this way.
After working at the meals today, I went over to Nana Ruth's apartment and visited for awhile. Then we went to eat an early dinner at Red Lobster. I had the Crab Bake. It was yummy! 1 lb of crab legs (I'm not very agile at cracking them), grilled shrimp, grilled scallops, roasted red potatoes and corn on the cob. It was so good and I enjoyed every bite!
Nana Ruth was sweet enough to take me to Walmart so I could grab some groceries. Then I got home and relaxed with Deanna in the living room. The TV is on, but I'm on the computer and she is reading. Jet is laying at our feet. A usual enjoyable evening here.
I've had an emotional week. Up and down for the last couple of days. Going back and forth from the states to Nica is hard on me emotionally (and sometimes spiritually). I know the enemy is busy attacking when we are weak. He cannot steal my soul, but he can mess with my joy. But my God is bigger than him and I cling to God and His promise to always be with me and lead me through low times as well as high times. As the time gets closer to leave for Nica again, I will get more and more emotions flowing through. I'm glad that God is with me through every thought and feeling. I love Him and only want to live for Him. He is my all.
Monday I went to what might be my last staff meeting at FBCR. Not everyone has to go to the weekly meetings and I'll be in Nica the rest of the year (Oct-Dec), so I won't have to go to the monthly meetings either.
After the meeting, I hung out at the Pleasant Grove church for my ride at 5pm. I got on the internet and looked up some Nicaraguan recipes. How fun to read about quesillos and how they originated in Nagarote and La Paz Centro, both towns that I have visited. There were recipes for gallo pinto, tacatamales and other things. Maybe I'll try a few of them.
Tuesday was the start up of the FBCR Ladies Bible Studies. We're continuing the Chronological Bible Study. I'll only be here for the first 5 classes, but I'll continue in Nica. I will certainly miss the lecture time with Lisa and the small group discussion times. I love this study and I look forward to starting over again Jan 1 to see what new things that God will reveal in His Word! After class, I went to lunch with Donna Undernehr and Cindy Blanchard. We went to Acambarro in Lowell. I had a yummy beef fajita salad. The company was great, too.
Since I didn't get to walk Tuesday morning (Bible Study starts early) and the weather was cooler in the late afternoon, I went for my walk about 6pm. It was very nice.
Wednesday and Thursday I worked from home. Always work on the computer, but some sorting and organizing and packing stuff for leaving for Nica. Sometimes it is overwhelming. I'm determined to get rid of more 'stuff' so that I don't have to deal with it.
Today, I went for my walk early and then got ready for the day. Noemi picked me up and took me to the Olive Street church to help with the Friday Community Meals. We only had about 60 people today. Perhaps the others were out of town or eating somewhere else since it's a holiday weekend. The usual gang was there and they are so appreciative of the meals and the fellowship. They like the food and that makes us feel good. We took the left overs to some shut-ins and also to Souls Harbor and Hannah House, places that minister to homeless persons. It always makes us feel good to share with people. It's a blessing to serve God in this way.
After working at the meals today, I went over to Nana Ruth's apartment and visited for awhile. Then we went to eat an early dinner at Red Lobster. I had the Crab Bake. It was yummy! 1 lb of crab legs (I'm not very agile at cracking them), grilled shrimp, grilled scallops, roasted red potatoes and corn on the cob. It was so good and I enjoyed every bite!
Nana Ruth was sweet enough to take me to Walmart so I could grab some groceries. Then I got home and relaxed with Deanna in the living room. The TV is on, but I'm on the computer and she is reading. Jet is laying at our feet. A usual enjoyable evening here.
I've had an emotional week. Up and down for the last couple of days. Going back and forth from the states to Nica is hard on me emotionally (and sometimes spiritually). I know the enemy is busy attacking when we are weak. He cannot steal my soul, but he can mess with my joy. But my God is bigger than him and I cling to God and His promise to always be with me and lead me through low times as well as high times. As the time gets closer to leave for Nica again, I will get more and more emotions flowing through. I'm glad that God is with me through every thought and feeling. I love Him and only want to live for Him. He is my all.
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