It's Halloween. I'm praying for God's light to shine over all the evil darkness that comes along with this day. Happy times of dressing up and having fun with games, fellowship, friends, and of course, candy. I'm staying in tonight and will miss the Trunk or Treat our church is having at the Frisco Station Mall. I know there will be tons of fun!!! I'll get to see a few trick or treaters who live in the neighborhood as they visit Miss Deanna's house. It will be fun.
It's a beautiful day today. So sunny and dry. I ran errands this morning and got to visit friends. It was a nice morning to be out.
My goal for the weekend (besides worship tomorrow) is to clean and organize my bedroom. It seems to be collecting clutter. I think I'll put on a praise cd and enjoy some rejuvenation time.
I should find out in the next couple of days when my surgery will be. I feel like I'm waiting on Christmas. What a blessing to feel good again! It's been over a year and I don't remember not hurting or feeling nauseous. I'm excited!
I stopped by the Janes' house for a visit today and came home with a bag of goodies. Not candy, but some spice grinders! I'm thrilled! I can't wait to fill them and grind away when cooking. I also borrowed a vegetarian cookbook that looks to have some really good recipes in it. Yum!
We made some really good cornbread in the baking stone pan. I've been craving fried cornbread, but haven't eaten anything fried in a very long time. Since the baking stone makes things crispy on the bottom, we decided to bake a regular batch that would go in an 8x8 pan (from scratch with healthy substitutions, of course) and spread it in the larger pan. It was about 1/2" thick and crispy on the bottom. Oh Man! It was good. We have decided to have it at least once a week. Especially since we are having a big pot of 'soup of the week'. This fall and winter will be extra tasty!
I've been missing parts of nyc this week. Grocery shopping at Whole Foods, walking down the streets and stopping in at my favorite juice bar, hearing the traffic noise, walking in Central Park, visiting the 3 story Barnes and Noble bookstore near my apartment... I even miss my apartment (although I am VERY happy and comfortable in my new digs here at Deanna's house). I think I just miss the special-ness of life 'on the mission field'. There is a special bond you feel with God and, even though I know I'm serving Him here, it's special when you make sacrifices for Him. I'll always be thankful for the good (and hard) times serving Him in nyc.
It's been crazy busy here in Rogers for me. Lots going on and lots coming up. The coat drive is going well. The school system social workers are getting coats for families. I've gotten to deliver a few coats myself. We are giving individually wrapped snacks to Northside school to send home with the kids who need food for the weekends. The Food Pantry is chugging along. The Medical Clinic is doing well. Preparation for Thanksgiving meals is gearing up. We're planning on serving 2400 meals this year. Christmas Angel Tree and Christmas Food Baskets will take up my time this week while I'm finalizing the details for the procedures and start sharing that info the church.
I'm excited to be praying about a ministry in Nicaragua that a family in our church leads. I know that God wants me to be involved with them and we are praying about the details and timing of that. In the meantime, I'm learning as much about the country, people, customs, food, needs, etc as I can and also lifting the nic people and the ministry's workers up in prayers. Please join me in praying about this. I'll share more as time goes on and as God reveals His plans.
I'm having a blast being a part of Cuerpo Vivo (our Hispanic congregation at FBCR). Jaime and Oliver and their families have always treated me as family, too. I love the people of Cuerpo Vivo (which means 'living body', by the way) and look forward to getting to know them better. Oliver has told the congregation to only speak to me in Spanish, so I'm getting immersed in the language. Pray for me people!! I need a clear heart and mind to absorb the language. But I love it!
Well, better go for now and rest up for the little goblins who will be ringing our door tonight. I didn't think to make Jet a costume. I'll have to think of something really quick. I'm sure he will like to great the kids who come by. (Deanna told me today that I have 'ruined her dog', but in a good way. )
Have a safe evening and pray for God's light to shine truth to everyone and overpower any darkness you may run into tonight. God's blessings are my 'treat' for you.
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
I'm sitting here trying to remember back to Thursday and what all happened that day. It took me a while of thinking and then I still had to ask Deanna if she remembered. (Am I having senior moments again?) Finally, we figured it out!
I worked from home in Thursday morning and then went to the church around noon to print off some of the things I had created on my laptop. I wasn't feeling too well and was hoping for the day to go by quickly, but I was looking forward to the things that were planned. There was some clothing and other items to be delivered to the Christian Women's Job Corp, so Pamela invited me to share the devotion with the class. Then I went to the church and visited with the people at the Medical Clinic. It was a nice day.
Friday morning I went to help at the Food Pantry and also moved more coats from the Coat Drive to the missions office. Vicki P, one of the Rogers Schools social workers, came by to pick up some coats and other things for some families. I enjoy her very much. We are both happy that FBCR is able to work closely with the schools to reach families in need. I also got to visit a family and drop off coats for them. It was nice to be able to supply coats to people on such a cold day. I'm thankful for all the people at church who are bringing in coats to share with families. What a blessing.
Saturday was a pretty, sunny day. Jet and I took a nice long walk to New Hope Park and relaxed there for a while. It was our first walk in days, so we were both very happy. I went to the library and Walmart (of course) and then settled in for a cozy evening at home. I received a phone call from my friend Mary Ann, who was up from Texarkana for the weekend. She invited me to a friend's house, where her former ABF class was having a party. I crashed the party and spent a wonderful evening chatting with Mary Ann and having fun with some crazy party games. I came home with a headache from laughing so hard. It was an evening that I needed very much, after a hard few days.
Sunday morning I woke feeling really bad, but I didn't want to miss church (or give in to my ailment), so I got dressed, but couldn't handle even oatmeal. Since I don't get home from Cuerpo Vivo until about 2pm, I've joked that I need to pack a lunch. I knew I would eventually get hungry from not eating breakfast, so I actually packed my oatmeal for church! I got the chance to eat a little of it, so it was worth packing a lunch bag to church. :)
I had treated myself to a new bilingual Bible and I enjoyed it very much. I had looked at 3 different Bible bookstores before I found one that was in the 2 translations I wanted and the right size. I figured that I would have to get a plain/ugly one and a cover. I ended my search at SKIA and they had 2 that would fit the bill. One was a perfect color combo and even had silver edges (rather than the usual gold) that I liked. It was like God put it there just for me. I started using it Sunday morning in both services. I think it will help me learn Spanish more and obviously it will help me follow along with the message at Cuerpo Vivo. Jaime asked me if I was able to get anything out of the Spanish sermon and I told him that I could follow along with the scripture references and read them in Spanish and English both. It really helps. Of course, I move my lips when I read in Spanish because I want to practice pronunciation. He said he would be looking for that. :)
Spanish class this morning was great. We have wonderful discussions about culture, lifestyle, customs, etc., as well as grammar skills. Oliver has a heart for teaching and really wants us to understand and absorb the language. I'm very thankful to be in the class. God is blessing me with the opportunity to be around Spanish speaking people. I pray for a clear mind, the ability to understand and the confidence to keep trying. I look so forward to improving on being able to meet and share with more people and I'm thankful for the chance to learn a language to make that happen.
God has been dealing with me on some things lately. I may share about it at a later time, but I'm thankful for the lessons He teaches (even though I don't like the pain sometimes). He is so faithful to love me and continue to grow me.
I have not felt well the last week or so, but it's a good time for that to happen, I guess, since I go to see the surgeon on Wednesday. Maybe he will agree to remove that stinkin' ol' gallbladder and I'll be 100% again. I don't want to ever take good health for granted anymore. It's been a year since this journey began and I'm ready for it to end. It will be wonderful to be able to sleep through the night and not be awakened with just enough pain and nausea to keep me awake for hours. At least I'm getting a lot of reading done... But I would rather sleep during those hours.
As with everything, I trust the Lord with my health. I am His to do with what He wants. I just pray that I will be faithful in representing Him in every situation. There's so many opportunities to grow if I just pay attention to Him. That's my biggest desire.
I worked from home in Thursday morning and then went to the church around noon to print off some of the things I had created on my laptop. I wasn't feeling too well and was hoping for the day to go by quickly, but I was looking forward to the things that were planned. There was some clothing and other items to be delivered to the Christian Women's Job Corp, so Pamela invited me to share the devotion with the class. Then I went to the church and visited with the people at the Medical Clinic. It was a nice day.
Friday morning I went to help at the Food Pantry and also moved more coats from the Coat Drive to the missions office. Vicki P, one of the Rogers Schools social workers, came by to pick up some coats and other things for some families. I enjoy her very much. We are both happy that FBCR is able to work closely with the schools to reach families in need. I also got to visit a family and drop off coats for them. It was nice to be able to supply coats to people on such a cold day. I'm thankful for all the people at church who are bringing in coats to share with families. What a blessing.
Saturday was a pretty, sunny day. Jet and I took a nice long walk to New Hope Park and relaxed there for a while. It was our first walk in days, so we were both very happy. I went to the library and Walmart (of course) and then settled in for a cozy evening at home. I received a phone call from my friend Mary Ann, who was up from Texarkana for the weekend. She invited me to a friend's house, where her former ABF class was having a party. I crashed the party and spent a wonderful evening chatting with Mary Ann and having fun with some crazy party games. I came home with a headache from laughing so hard. It was an evening that I needed very much, after a hard few days.
Sunday morning I woke feeling really bad, but I didn't want to miss church (or give in to my ailment), so I got dressed, but couldn't handle even oatmeal. Since I don't get home from Cuerpo Vivo until about 2pm, I've joked that I need to pack a lunch. I knew I would eventually get hungry from not eating breakfast, so I actually packed my oatmeal for church! I got the chance to eat a little of it, so it was worth packing a lunch bag to church. :)
I had treated myself to a new bilingual Bible and I enjoyed it very much. I had looked at 3 different Bible bookstores before I found one that was in the 2 translations I wanted and the right size. I figured that I would have to get a plain/ugly one and a cover. I ended my search at SKIA and they had 2 that would fit the bill. One was a perfect color combo and even had silver edges (rather than the usual gold) that I liked. It was like God put it there just for me. I started using it Sunday morning in both services. I think it will help me learn Spanish more and obviously it will help me follow along with the message at Cuerpo Vivo. Jaime asked me if I was able to get anything out of the Spanish sermon and I told him that I could follow along with the scripture references and read them in Spanish and English both. It really helps. Of course, I move my lips when I read in Spanish because I want to practice pronunciation. He said he would be looking for that. :)
Spanish class this morning was great. We have wonderful discussions about culture, lifestyle, customs, etc., as well as grammar skills. Oliver has a heart for teaching and really wants us to understand and absorb the language. I'm very thankful to be in the class. God is blessing me with the opportunity to be around Spanish speaking people. I pray for a clear mind, the ability to understand and the confidence to keep trying. I look so forward to improving on being able to meet and share with more people and I'm thankful for the chance to learn a language to make that happen.
God has been dealing with me on some things lately. I may share about it at a later time, but I'm thankful for the lessons He teaches (even though I don't like the pain sometimes). He is so faithful to love me and continue to grow me.
I have not felt well the last week or so, but it's a good time for that to happen, I guess, since I go to see the surgeon on Wednesday. Maybe he will agree to remove that stinkin' ol' gallbladder and I'll be 100% again. I don't want to ever take good health for granted anymore. It's been a year since this journey began and I'm ready for it to end. It will be wonderful to be able to sleep through the night and not be awakened with just enough pain and nausea to keep me awake for hours. At least I'm getting a lot of reading done... But I would rather sleep during those hours.
As with everything, I trust the Lord with my health. I am His to do with what He wants. I just pray that I will be faithful in representing Him in every situation. There's so many opportunities to grow if I just pay attention to Him. That's my biggest desire.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
It's been a busy, busy day and I loved it! It started out kind of rough after being up most of the night with the usual pain in my side. Just enough to keep me from a good night's sleep. But, with God's help, I chug along as best I can until I have to stop and give in for a while.
I had my weekly 15 minute meeting with John. I jokingly said that he gets up and leaves the room after 15 minutes even if I'm not through talking. :0 But I do email him the status notes of my projects with the new entries bolded so that he can review it before our meeting starts. This makes our 15 minutes much more productive. I told him today that he could have the conversation whether I was in the room or not, since he knows what I would talk about. Anyway, things and moving along steadily for the various ministries and projects.
After the meeting with John, I attended the first staff meeting for Cuerpo Vivo (our Hispanic ministry) since I began working on the admin/missions duties for the church. Oliver, Jaime and I spent 1.5 hours discussing tons of stuff. We used Spanish part of the time and English the rest. I love practicing the language! I have a long to-do list for the next few weeks. We are all excited about getting some of the issues addressed and organized, and plans made. I'm very happy working with Cuerpo Vivo.
After this meeting, I went with Janalynn, Elizabeth and Darin to the site for Trunk or Treat, to think about how to set everything up. It was a nice meeting with the property manager of the mall. It should be a good event. Now, we hope it doesn't rain, but there is a plan to have everything inside the mall if necessary. Praying that God rains down candy from heaven so that we will have plenty to give away!
I went by the hospital to pay off my balance today and they couldn't find any financial info on the 4 tests/procedures that were done at the Bentonville hospital. I did pay off the liver biopsy balance for the Springdale hospital. The lady kept asking me if I was sure that the tests were done at the Bentonville hospital. Duh!!! I think I remember all those tests! It wasn't a lobotomy, after all! I guess we'll get it all figured out sooner or later.
Tonight we grilled more veggies on my new baking stone. Squash, peppers, broccoli, mushrooms, brussel sprouts, onions... We had a plate of veggies and then added the rest to a pot of tomatoes and grilled chicken. A little Mediterranean spices and other goodies and it's a yummy soup! I love experimenting in the kitchen. (last week's Cajun soup was smokin' hot!) I'll have to pick up some flatbread and we'll be enjoying hot soup in the cooler days to come this week.
I have a to-do list a mile long for tomorrow, so I will work on my laptop here at home and then go to the church and print everything off. By Friday afternoon, I think I'll have most of that list taken care of. Well, that's my plan. Now, let's see what God has planned...
I had my weekly 15 minute meeting with John. I jokingly said that he gets up and leaves the room after 15 minutes even if I'm not through talking. :0 But I do email him the status notes of my projects with the new entries bolded so that he can review it before our meeting starts. This makes our 15 minutes much more productive. I told him today that he could have the conversation whether I was in the room or not, since he knows what I would talk about. Anyway, things and moving along steadily for the various ministries and projects.
After the meeting with John, I attended the first staff meeting for Cuerpo Vivo (our Hispanic ministry) since I began working on the admin/missions duties for the church. Oliver, Jaime and I spent 1.5 hours discussing tons of stuff. We used Spanish part of the time and English the rest. I love practicing the language! I have a long to-do list for the next few weeks. We are all excited about getting some of the issues addressed and organized, and plans made. I'm very happy working with Cuerpo Vivo.
After this meeting, I went with Janalynn, Elizabeth and Darin to the site for Trunk or Treat, to think about how to set everything up. It was a nice meeting with the property manager of the mall. It should be a good event. Now, we hope it doesn't rain, but there is a plan to have everything inside the mall if necessary. Praying that God rains down candy from heaven so that we will have plenty to give away!
I went by the hospital to pay off my balance today and they couldn't find any financial info on the 4 tests/procedures that were done at the Bentonville hospital. I did pay off the liver biopsy balance for the Springdale hospital. The lady kept asking me if I was sure that the tests were done at the Bentonville hospital. Duh!!! I think I remember all those tests! It wasn't a lobotomy, after all! I guess we'll get it all figured out sooner or later.
Tonight we grilled more veggies on my new baking stone. Squash, peppers, broccoli, mushrooms, brussel sprouts, onions... We had a plate of veggies and then added the rest to a pot of tomatoes and grilled chicken. A little Mediterranean spices and other goodies and it's a yummy soup! I love experimenting in the kitchen. (last week's Cajun soup was smokin' hot!) I'll have to pick up some flatbread and we'll be enjoying hot soup in the cooler days to come this week.
I have a to-do list a mile long for tomorrow, so I will work on my laptop here at home and then go to the church and print everything off. By Friday afternoon, I think I'll have most of that list taken care of. Well, that's my plan. Now, let's see what God has planned...
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Oh man! The weather has been beautiful the last 2 days! Jet and I went for a couple of walks. Today's was especially nice as we felt the sunshine, heard the lawnmowers and smelled the aroma of some one's supper on the grill. It was great!
Friday evening I got to go to one of the craft fairs with my friend, Zandra and her daughter, Hannah. I don't really get into craft fairs like I used to years ago, but it was special for us to go together. I did pick up a couple of Christmas gifts, and of course, an idea for making some gifts! It was so nice to spend time with Z and I can't believe how much her kids have grown up. Oh, a couple of interesting things about the craft fair... I knew that I'm back in NW Arkansas when we saw Michelle Duggar, and then we saw some flowers made out of duct tape. :)
Sunday morning I began attending the worship service at Cuerpo Vivo (the Hispanic ministry at FBCR). I attend the 9:30am service in English at FBCR and then go to Cuerpo Vivo at 11:00am. Although, the service at Cuerpo Vivo is much more relaxed and follows 'Latino time', so we didn't start till later. The music and message were great. I could understand some of it and even took some notes, in Spanish! I'm looking forward to understanding more as I learn more Spanish each week. It was 2:00pm before I left the church. A very nice, but long time of worship. Many in the membership of Cuerpo Vivo hugged me and welcomed me into the 'family'. As I was sitting and listening to the music and watching the praise band and then listening to Jaime's familiar voice, I just felt like I was at 'home'. I'm so thankful to God for allowing me to be a part of both of my church families here in Rogers.
In Sunday night's service, we observed the Lord's Supper. Our Covenant Bible study has given insight about the symbolism of all of the covenants that God has made with His people through out the Old Testament and the importance of the Lord's Supper as a reminder to us of His most wonderful Covenant. I've always known that it was a symbol of what Christ did for us, died on the cross as a sacrifice to pay our sin debt, but it really has a deeper meaning for me now that I have studied God's promises and how He remembers them and keeps them forever. It's an honor to remember Him in this way.
Spanish class is going so well. I'm learning a lot. I know it's all because God is allowing me to have an open mind and such a great hunger to learn. Oliver is a very good teacher. God has gifted him with great communication skills. Even so, I need prayers to learn and retain the language. PLEASE keep me in your prayers as I learn and practice Spanish as much as possible.
Today I got to share with some of the ladies of the Women's Ministry Bible study group about local missions that FBCR is involved in. I also got to hear presentations by Becky at Saving Grace and Pamela at Christian Women's Job Corp. I have been in contact with them via phone and email, and it was great to meet them in person and to hear in detail about their ministries.
I love to see where and how God is working all around us. Part of my job as a MIR is to share that info and encourage people to listen to how God is calling them to serve. I love getting to meet so many people in the community doing His work. It reminds me a lot of how my life was in nyc. I am thankful to be able to be a missionary here right now and to be a small part of His big plans for this area.
I'm waiting for the surgeon to call for an appointment. At least this time has given me a chance to get over my cold. Now I'm ready for that phone call and to get on the next step. But I know God's timing is perfect. (I just hope the doctor's office is tuned in to that timetable :)
Time for my comfy bed and another relaxing sleep. Thank you Lord for letting me rest in You.
Friday evening I got to go to one of the craft fairs with my friend, Zandra and her daughter, Hannah. I don't really get into craft fairs like I used to years ago, but it was special for us to go together. I did pick up a couple of Christmas gifts, and of course, an idea for making some gifts! It was so nice to spend time with Z and I can't believe how much her kids have grown up. Oh, a couple of interesting things about the craft fair... I knew that I'm back in NW Arkansas when we saw Michelle Duggar, and then we saw some flowers made out of duct tape. :)
Sunday morning I began attending the worship service at Cuerpo Vivo (the Hispanic ministry at FBCR). I attend the 9:30am service in English at FBCR and then go to Cuerpo Vivo at 11:00am. Although, the service at Cuerpo Vivo is much more relaxed and follows 'Latino time', so we didn't start till later. The music and message were great. I could understand some of it and even took some notes, in Spanish! I'm looking forward to understanding more as I learn more Spanish each week. It was 2:00pm before I left the church. A very nice, but long time of worship. Many in the membership of Cuerpo Vivo hugged me and welcomed me into the 'family'. As I was sitting and listening to the music and watching the praise band and then listening to Jaime's familiar voice, I just felt like I was at 'home'. I'm so thankful to God for allowing me to be a part of both of my church families here in Rogers.
In Sunday night's service, we observed the Lord's Supper. Our Covenant Bible study has given insight about the symbolism of all of the covenants that God has made with His people through out the Old Testament and the importance of the Lord's Supper as a reminder to us of His most wonderful Covenant. I've always known that it was a symbol of what Christ did for us, died on the cross as a sacrifice to pay our sin debt, but it really has a deeper meaning for me now that I have studied God's promises and how He remembers them and keeps them forever. It's an honor to remember Him in this way.
Spanish class is going so well. I'm learning a lot. I know it's all because God is allowing me to have an open mind and such a great hunger to learn. Oliver is a very good teacher. God has gifted him with great communication skills. Even so, I need prayers to learn and retain the language. PLEASE keep me in your prayers as I learn and practice Spanish as much as possible.
Today I got to share with some of the ladies of the Women's Ministry Bible study group about local missions that FBCR is involved in. I also got to hear presentations by Becky at Saving Grace and Pamela at Christian Women's Job Corp. I have been in contact with them via phone and email, and it was great to meet them in person and to hear in detail about their ministries.
I love to see where and how God is working all around us. Part of my job as a MIR is to share that info and encourage people to listen to how God is calling them to serve. I love getting to meet so many people in the community doing His work. It reminds me a lot of how my life was in nyc. I am thankful to be able to be a missionary here right now and to be a small part of His big plans for this area.
I'm waiting for the surgeon to call for an appointment. At least this time has given me a chance to get over my cold. Now I'm ready for that phone call and to get on the next step. But I know God's timing is perfect. (I just hope the doctor's office is tuned in to that timetable :)
Time for my comfy bed and another relaxing sleep. Thank you Lord for letting me rest in You.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Thursday, October 15, 2009
A cozy night. Dinner over, dishes done, trash out to the curb, healthy apple crisp for dessert, tv on, laptop on, jammies on, ahhhh.
It's been a busy couple of days. I've been packing my personal stuff up from my office at the church and moved it home to set up my office in the den. This weekend I'll work on getting this all organized. I work from home most of the time and it will be nice to have everything here. The main reason for the move is to free up the room at the church to be the Mission storage area. It's needed for all the projects going on in the next months at the church. I just felt it a better use of the room than to hold my personal office stuff, especially since I work from home most of the time anyway. I hope to finish setting up the 'missions room' tomorrow.
Today I delivered a lot of items to Northside school to be included in the Friday snackbags that go home with needy kids for the weekend. That will be a regular Thursday duty. I pray the donations continue to come in weekly. These are snacks for kids to have something to eat over the weekend. There are 96 kids eligible for this program at Northside and only 75 bags available, so siblings have to share, and there are usually only 8-10 items in each bag. Donations are very important. We take for granted having snacks whenever we feel the slightest twinge of hunger (or even eat out of boredom) and these kids are really hungry all weekend long, until they can get back to school for the provided lunches. Lord, open our eyes to the needs around us...
I got to take a long nap late this afternoon. Man! Did that feel good! It's been a busy few days. I love the luxury of a good nap!
I went to see Sarah for a while today. She has finally gotten rid of the catheter (after a few months) and is going through the pain and issues that go along with that change. To celebrate the milestone, I took some fall garland and decorated her bedside commode. The aides looked at it suspiciously, but I think Sarah is deserving of a Diva Purty Potty! We have to celebrate all the blessings God gives us! There is a little man in the room across the hall from Sarah. He is a character. I stood in the hall for a while today and he and I had the same conversation (of about 5 sentences) over and over. It was almost like the Groundhog Day movie.
The doctor's office called and said that they were referring me to a surgeon to see if we can get rid of my old gallbladder. I'm waiting on the call from the new doctor. Hopefully, we can move along on this and I'll be all fixed up before we know it!!! Also, good news is that my cholesterol numbers are getting better all the time. Some of the improvement is amazing and it's all due to the healthy diet and supplements. No statin drugs allowed (or tolerated by my body)!! I'll keep up the good work! And I thank God for being my ultimate physician. I also thank Him for Dr Bob being a great doctor, too!
I've been sending emails back and forth with some friends from back in Indiana. I haven't seen them in years. It's good to catch up. How do you share so much (20 years worth) of life into a few conversations? It will take a lot of them. I'm looking forward to re-connecting.
It's time for my nightly ritual of one spoonful of Nutella. for medicinal purposes, of course! I think about my sweet friend Erin in nyc, who introduced me to Nutella on a crepe with bananas at a street fair near my old apartment the weekend before I moved. I love having special things to remind me of people. It's such a sweet blessing to keep loved ones close to our hearts.
Time to think about sweet Erin...
It's been a busy couple of days. I've been packing my personal stuff up from my office at the church and moved it home to set up my office in the den. This weekend I'll work on getting this all organized. I work from home most of the time and it will be nice to have everything here. The main reason for the move is to free up the room at the church to be the Mission storage area. It's needed for all the projects going on in the next months at the church. I just felt it a better use of the room than to hold my personal office stuff, especially since I work from home most of the time anyway. I hope to finish setting up the 'missions room' tomorrow.
Today I delivered a lot of items to Northside school to be included in the Friday snackbags that go home with needy kids for the weekend. That will be a regular Thursday duty. I pray the donations continue to come in weekly. These are snacks for kids to have something to eat over the weekend. There are 96 kids eligible for this program at Northside and only 75 bags available, so siblings have to share, and there are usually only 8-10 items in each bag. Donations are very important. We take for granted having snacks whenever we feel the slightest twinge of hunger (or even eat out of boredom) and these kids are really hungry all weekend long, until they can get back to school for the provided lunches. Lord, open our eyes to the needs around us...
I got to take a long nap late this afternoon. Man! Did that feel good! It's been a busy few days. I love the luxury of a good nap!
I went to see Sarah for a while today. She has finally gotten rid of the catheter (after a few months) and is going through the pain and issues that go along with that change. To celebrate the milestone, I took some fall garland and decorated her bedside commode. The aides looked at it suspiciously, but I think Sarah is deserving of a Diva Purty Potty! We have to celebrate all the blessings God gives us! There is a little man in the room across the hall from Sarah. He is a character. I stood in the hall for a while today and he and I had the same conversation (of about 5 sentences) over and over. It was almost like the Groundhog Day movie.
The doctor's office called and said that they were referring me to a surgeon to see if we can get rid of my old gallbladder. I'm waiting on the call from the new doctor. Hopefully, we can move along on this and I'll be all fixed up before we know it!!! Also, good news is that my cholesterol numbers are getting better all the time. Some of the improvement is amazing and it's all due to the healthy diet and supplements. No statin drugs allowed (or tolerated by my body)!! I'll keep up the good work! And I thank God for being my ultimate physician. I also thank Him for Dr Bob being a great doctor, too!
I've been sending emails back and forth with some friends from back in Indiana. I haven't seen them in years. It's good to catch up. How do you share so much (20 years worth) of life into a few conversations? It will take a lot of them. I'm looking forward to re-connecting.
It's time for my nightly ritual of one spoonful of Nutella. for medicinal purposes, of course! I think about my sweet friend Erin in nyc, who introduced me to Nutella on a crepe with bananas at a street fair near my old apartment the weekend before I moved. I love having special things to remind me of people. It's such a sweet blessing to keep loved ones close to our hearts.
Time to think about sweet Erin...
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Wednesday again. It's been a good day. And a good week since my last post.
I did go last Thursday morning for my blood test. While in Springdale, I thought I might stop by to visit Sarah just for a minute. I was trying to decide if I would be interrupting Sarah's care or therapy if I stopped. I didn't want to mess anything up, but I didn't want to miss a chance to see her while in the area. I was waffling about whether to stop or not just as I was coming to the street. The light turned red and I pulled into the turning lane. I decided that if she was busy with breakfast or therapy or something that at least I could pray for her to have a good day. As I was walking down the hallway, I heard her crying out. She was having a really bad morning and needed some love. I got an aide to come to her room to take care of her and I got to pray with her to help calm her down. I wish I could do more for her, but prayer is a powerful thing. I only got to stay a few minutes, but I knew that it was God nudging me to go by there. I was glad that I did. I wish I could do more.
I'm always praying that God will show me Him at work around me and how I can be involved. So many times I overlook the signs. I'm praying more now that He will open my eyes to be aware of those signs.
I got my haircut, which is a joy for me. It's my one splurge on myself. I love wearing it short, so it needs to be trimmed often. Carolyn does a good job on it. She says that she is getting more brave in cutting it short like I want. She's a doll.
Thursday afternoon I took Jet for a walk and then cleaned house. Deanna came home in the pouring rain about 9pm. She had been gone for over 4 weeks. It was so good to see her! I and the dog and cat had been missing her! We chatted a little before bedtime. Jet moved back in to her bedroom, but of course, he took his new bed pillow with him!
Friday I worked at the Food Pantry and enjoyed spending time with the other volunteer, Doris. Then I came home and packed a bag and food for the weekend with Miss Daisy. I was coming down with a cold (which I thought was just allergies) and the weather was chilly and rainy, so I was ready to get settled inside and get cozy for the weekend.
Miss Daisy was a sweet blessing. I really enjoyed spending time with her. She had funny stories and we discussed life, nyc, raising her kids, and just about any topic that came up. I worked on my Bible study and tried to read a book, but kept falling asleep for cold-induced naps. It was a good weekend, even though I was sick. I want to go by and visit with Miss Daisy often.
Sunday night I got to share with the congregation about the ministry opportunities going on now and coming up soon for our church and community. I always love telling people about what God is up to. And He has so much for us to be involved in. He wants us to join in. There are blessings to be shared and to be received. It's all right there for us to see if we just slow down and look. He is faithful and patient and generous. He is working ALL AROUND US and we need to be involved. It's HIS plan. and our privilege.
Monday's Spanish class was great, as usual. I'm so hungry for it! I've jumped in with both feet and will try to speak only Spanish with Oliver and Jaime and they can correct me and teach me in everyday conversations. I'm having a blast with it and enjoying it so much. God is so good. I pray that He opens my mind and understanding so that it all sticks and makes sense and I can use it to share Him with others. I can't wait to be more helpful at the Food Pantry and Medical Clinic. I can't wait for my next mission trip to a Spanish speaking country. Please pray for me as I continue my language classes.
Bible study was good this week. We are studying Covenant. It is so special. I had made a covenant with God last December to continue to follow Him as a full-time missionary, no matter how or where or what the physical/material circumstances. Learning more about how God created covenant makes it even more special to me.
I'm so thankful that He loves me and takes care of me and knows what is best for me and has expectations for me and directs me and forgives me. oh, how I love Him.
I did go last Thursday morning for my blood test. While in Springdale, I thought I might stop by to visit Sarah just for a minute. I was trying to decide if I would be interrupting Sarah's care or therapy if I stopped. I didn't want to mess anything up, but I didn't want to miss a chance to see her while in the area. I was waffling about whether to stop or not just as I was coming to the street. The light turned red and I pulled into the turning lane. I decided that if she was busy with breakfast or therapy or something that at least I could pray for her to have a good day. As I was walking down the hallway, I heard her crying out. She was having a really bad morning and needed some love. I got an aide to come to her room to take care of her and I got to pray with her to help calm her down. I wish I could do more for her, but prayer is a powerful thing. I only got to stay a few minutes, but I knew that it was God nudging me to go by there. I was glad that I did. I wish I could do more.
I'm always praying that God will show me Him at work around me and how I can be involved. So many times I overlook the signs. I'm praying more now that He will open my eyes to be aware of those signs.
I got my haircut, which is a joy for me. It's my one splurge on myself. I love wearing it short, so it needs to be trimmed often. Carolyn does a good job on it. She says that she is getting more brave in cutting it short like I want. She's a doll.
Thursday afternoon I took Jet for a walk and then cleaned house. Deanna came home in the pouring rain about 9pm. She had been gone for over 4 weeks. It was so good to see her! I and the dog and cat had been missing her! We chatted a little before bedtime. Jet moved back in to her bedroom, but of course, he took his new bed pillow with him!
Friday I worked at the Food Pantry and enjoyed spending time with the other volunteer, Doris. Then I came home and packed a bag and food for the weekend with Miss Daisy. I was coming down with a cold (which I thought was just allergies) and the weather was chilly and rainy, so I was ready to get settled inside and get cozy for the weekend.
Miss Daisy was a sweet blessing. I really enjoyed spending time with her. She had funny stories and we discussed life, nyc, raising her kids, and just about any topic that came up. I worked on my Bible study and tried to read a book, but kept falling asleep for cold-induced naps. It was a good weekend, even though I was sick. I want to go by and visit with Miss Daisy often.
Sunday night I got to share with the congregation about the ministry opportunities going on now and coming up soon for our church and community. I always love telling people about what God is up to. And He has so much for us to be involved in. He wants us to join in. There are blessings to be shared and to be received. It's all right there for us to see if we just slow down and look. He is faithful and patient and generous. He is working ALL AROUND US and we need to be involved. It's HIS plan. and our privilege.
Monday's Spanish class was great, as usual. I'm so hungry for it! I've jumped in with both feet and will try to speak only Spanish with Oliver and Jaime and they can correct me and teach me in everyday conversations. I'm having a blast with it and enjoying it so much. God is so good. I pray that He opens my mind and understanding so that it all sticks and makes sense and I can use it to share Him with others. I can't wait to be more helpful at the Food Pantry and Medical Clinic. I can't wait for my next mission trip to a Spanish speaking country. Please pray for me as I continue my language classes.
Bible study was good this week. We are studying Covenant. It is so special. I had made a covenant with God last December to continue to follow Him as a full-time missionary, no matter how or where or what the physical/material circumstances. Learning more about how God created covenant makes it even more special to me.
I'm so thankful that He loves me and takes care of me and knows what is best for me and has expectations for me and directs me and forgives me. oh, how I love Him.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Wednesday evening. It's been a really good and full day. I'm so thankful that God has allowed me to feel physically strong enough to have these days.
Sunday, I got to spend some time with my friend Jana. We sat together during the worship service and then got to spend a little time chatting afterward. She's a special lady and I'm so happy for the way God has blessed her life and the work He's leading her to do. For lunch I was treated by Nate and Whitney. It was yummy and visiting was great. I then went down to visit my friend Sarah. She is making progress on rehab and is getting stronger each day. She's ready to get back home. God is working miracles in her life. I know it's hard sometimes, but God has the strength to get us through anything. Please keep her in your prayers for healing and strength.
Spanish class on Monday was great. Oliver is such a good teacher. I'm enjoying it and so hungry to learn all I can as fast as I can. After class, I went by the Food Pantry and also did a little bit of work at the church. I spent some time in the afternoon making some yummy homemade soup and cornbread. Then Jet and I took another brisk walk. I wonder if Jet will turn me down when the weather gets cold. We'll see.
Tuesday's Bible study was really good. The worship time before we split up into classes was awesome. Mary Claire performed an interpretation of a special song and it was so moving there were a lot of tears in the room. I'm so thankful that God has allowed us so many senses to experience Him by. I shared some of the soup with a few friends at church. While there, I got a phone call to see if I was available to sit with 3 of the Janes' kids. I was very happy to do so. I love hanging out at their house. The kids are fun.
I had an appointment with Dr. Bob Tuesday afternoon. We discussed options and test results and stuff like that. It's good to rule things out, but frustrating to not prove what is actually wrong. One more blood test and then maybe the surgeon will decide to take out my gallbladder. I'm ready to feel better. I do have to say how thankful I am that God has allowed me to feel better and able to function these days. The pain is usually mild and the nausea is light enough that ginger capsules help. Flair ups are not fun and I don't enjoy being awakened in the night with pain, but if I'm extra careful with what I eat it's not too bad. I do want to get 'fixed' so that I don't have to worry about when the flair ups will hit and I can make plans. God knows what I need and when. I pray He will let it all happen soon.
After my appointment, I stopped in to see Sarah. She's doing better. She is determined to stand and walk soon so that she can go home. She and I are going shopping when she's able. She's ready to do normal things again.
Today I got to speak to the Social Workers who work with the counselors in the school system. I shared with them about the different ministries we have at FBCR and what we have coming up for fall and winter. They are very excited to work closely with us to meet needs for the families in the schools. I'm excited about getting necessary info so that we can more effectively minister to the families and share Jesus with them.
Paul O and I met today to discuss the plans for this year's Thanksgiving meals. We're shooting for 2400 meals this year. The volunteers and team leaders are great and it's a wonderful ministry to the community. I've missed this project while I was in nyc. I got to work in ministries there for Thanksgiving, but it's nice to be back here this year.
This afternoon I went by to meet a new friend, Miss Daisy, who I will be staying with over the weekend. I can't wait to spend time with her and hear some of her stories. It's one of my favorite parts of 'Granny-sitting'. She's a sweetheart and I'm looking forward to the weekend.
Tonight I got to share with the 3rd-5th grade AWANA kids about Mission Rogers. This year, the AWANA missions donations will go to meeting the needs of those ministered to through the Mission Rogers projects. It was interesting to see the differences between each grade. The kids agreed to pray about the projects and to tell people about the ministries and invite kids at school to some of the events and to let people know about the help that is available. It was a fun night.
I did get the chance to walk Jet between visiting Miss Daisy and going to AWANA. It was a very quick walk and we both felt invigorated when done. It's supposed to rain a lot the next 2 days, so we probably won't get to walk again until I get back on Sunday afternoon. We sure are enjoying the walks. I think I noticed Jet getting a little 'buff'. I may have to watch out for female doggies following us around on these walks in the future!
Tomorrow morning I'll run down to get my bloodtest done and then I get a haircut. I love haircut days! I have plenty of computer work to do and the critters and I will get the place ready for Deanna's return tomorrow night. We sure miss her!!
For now, it's time for bed. Another blessed day living in God's love.
Sunday, I got to spend some time with my friend Jana. We sat together during the worship service and then got to spend a little time chatting afterward. She's a special lady and I'm so happy for the way God has blessed her life and the work He's leading her to do. For lunch I was treated by Nate and Whitney. It was yummy and visiting was great. I then went down to visit my friend Sarah. She is making progress on rehab and is getting stronger each day. She's ready to get back home. God is working miracles in her life. I know it's hard sometimes, but God has the strength to get us through anything. Please keep her in your prayers for healing and strength.
Spanish class on Monday was great. Oliver is such a good teacher. I'm enjoying it and so hungry to learn all I can as fast as I can. After class, I went by the Food Pantry and also did a little bit of work at the church. I spent some time in the afternoon making some yummy homemade soup and cornbread. Then Jet and I took another brisk walk. I wonder if Jet will turn me down when the weather gets cold. We'll see.
Tuesday's Bible study was really good. The worship time before we split up into classes was awesome. Mary Claire performed an interpretation of a special song and it was so moving there were a lot of tears in the room. I'm so thankful that God has allowed us so many senses to experience Him by. I shared some of the soup with a few friends at church. While there, I got a phone call to see if I was available to sit with 3 of the Janes' kids. I was very happy to do so. I love hanging out at their house. The kids are fun.
I had an appointment with Dr. Bob Tuesday afternoon. We discussed options and test results and stuff like that. It's good to rule things out, but frustrating to not prove what is actually wrong. One more blood test and then maybe the surgeon will decide to take out my gallbladder. I'm ready to feel better. I do have to say how thankful I am that God has allowed me to feel better and able to function these days. The pain is usually mild and the nausea is light enough that ginger capsules help. Flair ups are not fun and I don't enjoy being awakened in the night with pain, but if I'm extra careful with what I eat it's not too bad. I do want to get 'fixed' so that I don't have to worry about when the flair ups will hit and I can make plans. God knows what I need and when. I pray He will let it all happen soon.
After my appointment, I stopped in to see Sarah. She's doing better. She is determined to stand and walk soon so that she can go home. She and I are going shopping when she's able. She's ready to do normal things again.
Today I got to speak to the Social Workers who work with the counselors in the school system. I shared with them about the different ministries we have at FBCR and what we have coming up for fall and winter. They are very excited to work closely with us to meet needs for the families in the schools. I'm excited about getting necessary info so that we can more effectively minister to the families and share Jesus with them.
Paul O and I met today to discuss the plans for this year's Thanksgiving meals. We're shooting for 2400 meals this year. The volunteers and team leaders are great and it's a wonderful ministry to the community. I've missed this project while I was in nyc. I got to work in ministries there for Thanksgiving, but it's nice to be back here this year.
This afternoon I went by to meet a new friend, Miss Daisy, who I will be staying with over the weekend. I can't wait to spend time with her and hear some of her stories. It's one of my favorite parts of 'Granny-sitting'. She's a sweetheart and I'm looking forward to the weekend.
Tonight I got to share with the 3rd-5th grade AWANA kids about Mission Rogers. This year, the AWANA missions donations will go to meeting the needs of those ministered to through the Mission Rogers projects. It was interesting to see the differences between each grade. The kids agreed to pray about the projects and to tell people about the ministries and invite kids at school to some of the events and to let people know about the help that is available. It was a fun night.
I did get the chance to walk Jet between visiting Miss Daisy and going to AWANA. It was a very quick walk and we both felt invigorated when done. It's supposed to rain a lot the next 2 days, so we probably won't get to walk again until I get back on Sunday afternoon. We sure are enjoying the walks. I think I noticed Jet getting a little 'buff'. I may have to watch out for female doggies following us around on these walks in the future!
Tomorrow morning I'll run down to get my bloodtest done and then I get a haircut. I love haircut days! I have plenty of computer work to do and the critters and I will get the place ready for Deanna's return tomorrow night. We sure miss her!!
For now, it's time for bed. Another blessed day living in God's love.
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Saturday, Oct 3, 2009
What a nice Saturday! Woke up and had some hot tea during my quiet time. After writing in my journal, I was sitting on the sofa in sweet peace and I was visited by LucyAlice, who is not a lap-kitty, but who decided to take up residence on my lap. I snapped her picture with my phone and sent it to Deanna. I know she misses the critters and they miss her. I can't wait for her to get back Thursday!
Anyway, I had a leisurely breakfast of my yummy 'super oatmeal' (which I haven't missed a day of since last November) and a pampering shower. Full of energy, I headed out the door for some errands. A quick stop by the library (where I got to say hi to my friend Monica), I dropped off my application for membership at the Wellness Center (thank you Dean and Shirley for the gift!), then to a few stores for specific items on my list. I had $30 worth of savings cards for Lifeway Christian Bookstore that had to be used by today, so I had a lovely time perusing the aisles there. I found some good bargains and saved money! Sweet! I thought about running some more errands, but was starting to feel tired, so I ran back home mid-afternoon to do some laundry and read one of my new books.
Jet piled up on the floor next to the sofa I was lying on to read. We both fell fast asleep for a couple of hours. We woke up and decided a walk was in order. It was a little chilly, since the sun was hidden behind clouds, but it was a nice brisk walk, which we both needed.
I ask God each morning to use me in whatever way He has planned. It really is my heart's desire to be a tool for Him. But I know that as I go throughout my day, I get caught up in the mechanics of moving from one thing to another and don't always stay as attentive to the small ways in which He speaks to me. One thing that He has impressed upon me is that sometimes He gives me small pieces at a time. It's kind of like a treasure hunt, and I need to pay attention so I won't miss anything. Often when someone asks me if I know of someone who... (need a particular item, help of some kind, an opportunity, etc), and I can't think of a recipient right off the top of my head, I know that God will provide the other half of the situation in some way. I always get excited when I don't know of the recipient, because I know He is going to bring someone across my path soon. I love to see Him at work.
He did these kinds things lately. Someone in Las Vegas asked his friend in San Francisco if she knew of any churches in Vegas. The San Francisco friend is a Facebook friend of mine through her sister-in-law who I met in nyc. I let her know about Jake and Elaine Bridges and Northstar church in Vegas. So, God brought the guy in Las Vegas info about a possible church home via San Francisco-nyc-Rogers AR-Las Vegas. God had put those relationships in order to accomplish that task. He could have done it all without us, but it's another reminder of how He is everywhere and we are all His.
Today I was in a store and noticed someone in the next checkout line that looked vaguely familiar. Usually, I don't pursue a conversation when I'm not sure (and even sometimes when I am sure). But God has been impressing on me to be bolder and more outgoing so that I won't miss those opportunities that He is placing around me. So I asked the lady if she was Trudi (the name that kept coming to mind). It turns out she was. I didn't know if she would remember me at all, but after we talked about how we had met about 19 years ago, she did. Her husband and I were in the same sign language class at the Rogers Youth Center all those years ago. One of the classes was an outing with spouses or friends. That's how I met Trudi. She told me that little did they know back then her husband, Larry, would eventually lose his hearing. wow. They are Christians and know that God is sovereign. They have been looking for signing classes for their family to take. I was able to share with her about the classes at our church (FBC Rogers) on Wednesday nights and will get them connected to people who can help them out more local information. We were giving God honor and praise for His plans and the 'chance' meeting we had this morning. He is sooo good! (I'm so glad that He didn't let me ignore the nudge to approach Trudi).
This evening, a friend called me to see if our church had ways to help a lady she met who is sleeping at a park. God brought this lady across Angela's path and Angela opened up to a conversation with her. She is a Christian and just needs to get back on her feet. I gave Angela some contact info on some of the agencies and ministries that God has led me to research. God knew that Angela would be meeting this lady and that the info would be needed. All these pieces coming together...
Do you remember a TV show called "The A Team"? The lead guy would always say "I love it when a plan comes together." I used to picture God in Heaven smiling and saying that. But now I imagine Him smiling and saying "I love it when My children are obedient so My plan can come together." Not that He needs us to accomplish His plans. But we grow so much by being involved and honor Him by being obedient.
One of the books I bought today with my savings card is about God putting these opportunities in our lives every single day and how we should be looking for them and responding to them. I'll share more about that book when I get it read.
I pray we are all more aware of what God is doing around us at any given moment. And when you see me, please remind me to be looking!
Anyway, I had a leisurely breakfast of my yummy 'super oatmeal' (which I haven't missed a day of since last November) and a pampering shower. Full of energy, I headed out the door for some errands. A quick stop by the library (where I got to say hi to my friend Monica), I dropped off my application for membership at the Wellness Center (thank you Dean and Shirley for the gift!), then to a few stores for specific items on my list. I had $30 worth of savings cards for Lifeway Christian Bookstore that had to be used by today, so I had a lovely time perusing the aisles there. I found some good bargains and saved money! Sweet! I thought about running some more errands, but was starting to feel tired, so I ran back home mid-afternoon to do some laundry and read one of my new books.
Jet piled up on the floor next to the sofa I was lying on to read. We both fell fast asleep for a couple of hours. We woke up and decided a walk was in order. It was a little chilly, since the sun was hidden behind clouds, but it was a nice brisk walk, which we both needed.
I ask God each morning to use me in whatever way He has planned. It really is my heart's desire to be a tool for Him. But I know that as I go throughout my day, I get caught up in the mechanics of moving from one thing to another and don't always stay as attentive to the small ways in which He speaks to me. One thing that He has impressed upon me is that sometimes He gives me small pieces at a time. It's kind of like a treasure hunt, and I need to pay attention so I won't miss anything. Often when someone asks me if I know of someone who... (need a particular item, help of some kind, an opportunity, etc), and I can't think of a recipient right off the top of my head, I know that God will provide the other half of the situation in some way. I always get excited when I don't know of the recipient, because I know He is going to bring someone across my path soon. I love to see Him at work.
He did these kinds things lately. Someone in Las Vegas asked his friend in San Francisco if she knew of any churches in Vegas. The San Francisco friend is a Facebook friend of mine through her sister-in-law who I met in nyc. I let her know about Jake and Elaine Bridges and Northstar church in Vegas. So, God brought the guy in Las Vegas info about a possible church home via San Francisco-nyc-Rogers AR-Las Vegas. God had put those relationships in order to accomplish that task. He could have done it all without us, but it's another reminder of how He is everywhere and we are all His.
Today I was in a store and noticed someone in the next checkout line that looked vaguely familiar. Usually, I don't pursue a conversation when I'm not sure (and even sometimes when I am sure). But God has been impressing on me to be bolder and more outgoing so that I won't miss those opportunities that He is placing around me. So I asked the lady if she was Trudi (the name that kept coming to mind). It turns out she was. I didn't know if she would remember me at all, but after we talked about how we had met about 19 years ago, she did. Her husband and I were in the same sign language class at the Rogers Youth Center all those years ago. One of the classes was an outing with spouses or friends. That's how I met Trudi. She told me that little did they know back then her husband, Larry, would eventually lose his hearing. wow. They are Christians and know that God is sovereign. They have been looking for signing classes for their family to take. I was able to share with her about the classes at our church (FBC Rogers) on Wednesday nights and will get them connected to people who can help them out more local information. We were giving God honor and praise for His plans and the 'chance' meeting we had this morning. He is sooo good! (I'm so glad that He didn't let me ignore the nudge to approach Trudi).
This evening, a friend called me to see if our church had ways to help a lady she met who is sleeping at a park. God brought this lady across Angela's path and Angela opened up to a conversation with her. She is a Christian and just needs to get back on her feet. I gave Angela some contact info on some of the agencies and ministries that God has led me to research. God knew that Angela would be meeting this lady and that the info would be needed. All these pieces coming together...
Do you remember a TV show called "The A Team"? The lead guy would always say "I love it when a plan comes together." I used to picture God in Heaven smiling and saying that. But now I imagine Him smiling and saying "I love it when My children are obedient so My plan can come together." Not that He needs us to accomplish His plans. But we grow so much by being involved and honor Him by being obedient.
One of the books I bought today with my savings card is about God putting these opportunities in our lives every single day and how we should be looking for them and responding to them. I'll share more about that book when I get it read.
I pray we are all more aware of what God is doing around us at any given moment. And when you see me, please remind me to be looking!
Friday, October 2, 2009
Friday, Oct 2, 2009
October 2nd is the birthday of the first child of my highschool bestfriend. Kari was born our senior year. It's hard to believe that she is 34 years old today and a mother herself. In highschool, we believed we were so mature and 'enlightened'... We had ideas of how we would be at middle-age, but it wasn't anything like the reality that is now! I suspect it's the same for everyone.
As smart as we think we are at any given age, we are but a silly anecdote in God's wise plan. There is so much in this version of life that man has altered from what God originally intended for us. We make things so complicated as we use our perceived intellect and self-serving vision for the future. God created us to love and worship Him, and love each other by sharing Him.
Sometimes it is soooo cleansing and refreshing to stop, take a step aside from the fast lane and watch the rest of the world scurry by as they seek the meaning in their lives. We think that with striving to be smarter, more technically savvy and applying ourselves, we can help God out by discerning the most appropriate path for ourselves. Aren't we silly to think God needs our advice? Kind of like when we were in highschool thinking that we had our future all figured out.
Even though I accepted Christ as Savior when I was 15, I didn't really allow Him to be my Lord and Master. I thought I was supposed to figure it all out on my own, while living within His forgiveness, mercy and grace. I wish I would have understood better back then that I could really ask Him to show me HIS path for my life.
As I'm studying the Covenant Precept Bible study, I'm learning so much more about how deep and full the relationship He offers each of children is. He's brought me closer and closer to Him through this journey as His redeemed child over the years. Especially these last few years, as I have surrendered my entire life to serving Him anytime, anywhere and in anyway. Learning more about the depth of His promises to me is unbelievable sometimes. It is a love that only someone as big as He is can create.
I think sometimes in looking at His omniscience, we forget just how personal and intimate His relationship with each of us is. Only a God this wonderful can love us on so many levels. His protection and care for us are not just gifts from a loving God. He made the strongest and most serious promise to us in the blood covenant of Jesus Christ. He will never break that covenant, and will always be there for us.
I am so in awe of Him. He is worthy of so much more than I can give in praise and love. I will give Him my all, not because my all is worth anything, but because He deserves all I can give.
I'm so thankful for His Word to study and draw insights from Him. I'm also very thankful for those who share the Word in sermons and Bible study classes and books and songs. Just as there are so many tasty foods to take in nourishment, there are many delicious ways to soak in His Word. He makes the experience of being His child quite yummy!
As smart as we think we are at any given age, we are but a silly anecdote in God's wise plan. There is so much in this version of life that man has altered from what God originally intended for us. We make things so complicated as we use our perceived intellect and self-serving vision for the future. God created us to love and worship Him, and love each other by sharing Him.
Sometimes it is soooo cleansing and refreshing to stop, take a step aside from the fast lane and watch the rest of the world scurry by as they seek the meaning in their lives. We think that with striving to be smarter, more technically savvy and applying ourselves, we can help God out by discerning the most appropriate path for ourselves. Aren't we silly to think God needs our advice? Kind of like when we were in highschool thinking that we had our future all figured out.
Even though I accepted Christ as Savior when I was 15, I didn't really allow Him to be my Lord and Master. I thought I was supposed to figure it all out on my own, while living within His forgiveness, mercy and grace. I wish I would have understood better back then that I could really ask Him to show me HIS path for my life.
As I'm studying the Covenant Precept Bible study, I'm learning so much more about how deep and full the relationship He offers each of children is. He's brought me closer and closer to Him through this journey as His redeemed child over the years. Especially these last few years, as I have surrendered my entire life to serving Him anytime, anywhere and in anyway. Learning more about the depth of His promises to me is unbelievable sometimes. It is a love that only someone as big as He is can create.
I think sometimes in looking at His omniscience, we forget just how personal and intimate His relationship with each of us is. Only a God this wonderful can love us on so many levels. His protection and care for us are not just gifts from a loving God. He made the strongest and most serious promise to us in the blood covenant of Jesus Christ. He will never break that covenant, and will always be there for us.
I am so in awe of Him. He is worthy of so much more than I can give in praise and love. I will give Him my all, not because my all is worth anything, but because He deserves all I can give.
I'm so thankful for His Word to study and draw insights from Him. I'm also very thankful for those who share the Word in sermons and Bible study classes and books and songs. Just as there are so many tasty foods to take in nourishment, there are many delicious ways to soak in His Word. He makes the experience of being His child quite yummy!
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